deadcoldgothgirl

I feel tired and annoyed. I was planning on getting all of the moving done today and just cleaning tomorrow. I was told they want a special cleaning lady to come in first. So now I can only move over my big stuff and I have to wait for them to put my bed in there. So now I have to see if the people helping me move today can actually help all week. I think I have a lot of money in appreciation dinners to spend.

Well there is the sensible part of me and then there is the vengeful side of me. I like to say I'm the sweetest little ticking time bomb you will ever meet.

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Crackjaw- out like vynl

<a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/5261/"><img src="http://stat.rumandmonkey.com/tests/1/6/5261/20802.jpg" title="I am Blue/White" alt="I am Blue/White" border="0" /></a><br />I am Blue/White<br /><a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/5261/">Take The Magic Dual Colour Test - Beta today!</a><br /><small>Created with <a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/">Rum and Monkey</a>'s <a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/">Personality Test Generator</a>.</small></p> <a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/5261/"><img src="http://stat.rumandmonkey.com/tests/1/6/5261/20798.jpg" title="I am Red/Black" alt="I am Red/Black" border="0" /></a><br />I am Red/Black<br /><a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/5261/">Take The Magic Dual Colour Test - Beta today!</a><br /><small>Created with <a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/">Rum and Monkey</a>'s <a href="http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/testgen/">Personality Test Generator</a>.</small></p><div>I am both selfish and chaotic. I value self-gratification and control; I want to have things my way, preferably now. At best, I'm entertaining and surprising; at worst, I'm hedonistic and violent.</div> Appearantly I am both of these. I had a few questions I could have two answers for.

I think my break should be longer. It feels like since I have classes all summer long I'm missing my summer.

Last night I was feeling great at city. Right now I feel a mix between sad and overwhelmed. I have to go back up to CMU tonight and I have to say bye to Matt. I have a lot of moving to do tonight and tomorrow.

My friend and I are coming out tonight. Yay. Hopefully I don't get lost like a tard with all the secret entrances and such.

^^You look pretty

I feel like I've got the moon on a string.

I think my time of being home is half over, but I've had so much fun and I plan on having even more fun before I leave. I got to see matt and we had a heart to heart. I got to help take care of my mom and get stuff she needed done. I took care of banking business found out my credit score, and they raised my credit card limit. I went out drinking and smoke hookah last night. I'm supposed to go out with another friend today and I'm hoping I still get to have a sleep over with matt tonight. I'm hanging out with my dogs and loving it.

Thank you. I get so many people telling me that the look is out dated and ugly. If I want to wear 20 layers of eye liner on my eye and tastefully shadow the crap out of them I should be able to. I like the look and it makes me happy. But you proved my point that it is still a classic.

I just think it is all a little funny. I've never had the problem of meeting up with people that are elitist about music, but then again I never get out of my little bubble. That should get changed soon. I kinda think it's silly to lower someone in your own subculture unless they really are just that repulsively poserish.

Freecell. Does that mean I have no life?

New found glory- head on collision.

I feel great because I'm home. I'm just hoping matt will get out of work soon so I can see him. He didn't have a chance to stop by before work. If that happens, I will be estatic.

I think matt needs to get out of work soon and come see me.

linken park- bleed it out

Bowling for soup- 1985

I'm a mix between tired, excited, angry, and slothish.

It's raining like a hell storm. I don't want to go out and do things now.

I need to stop over thinking things and getting myself all worried over nothing.

What I'm looking for is the makeup line. I don't think sallys beauty has that. I'll try looking at meijer again in october, but if anyone can find the makeup line in stores let me know.

It was 3 lotions, lip gloss, 4 soaps, and two fragrance mists I'm feeling good. My professor said I was one of the three top grades for our final. I'm about to go check the grades. I'm a little nervious about our project because I totally messed my part up.

Evanescence- bring me to life