deadcoldgothgirl

I would feel a lot better knowing that campus was closed tomorrow. The roads up here are ice.

I think I deserve to be loved and treated like I am special to someone. There isn't another person in this world that is exactly like me. I am one of a kind. I just hope one day someone can see how important that is and treat me as well as I'm worth.

I'm stuffed. I ate way too much for lunch.

Here are my tattoos including the newest one. They are all in order of how I got them. Mind you all of the pictures are from when they were first done.

Thanks for putting my post in the right place. I didn't see an aftermath thread so I just put it in the other one.

Last night was definately interesting. I got to meet a few people from here, met a few people that just needed to talk, ran out of money, almost fell down the smoking stairs when people were trying to push their way up or down, got beer spilled on me a few times, a couple of people got mad at me for no reason, and then ended the night by trying to change my shoes in my car before driving home and some guy just walked up on the other side of the fence and stared into my car at my friends and I while jacking off.

My headaches mostly start either from my neck or between my neck and head. I have glasses and I wear them everyday, but I haven't been to a check up in a while. I'm waiting to get insurance back again. I'm not sure if I'll have optical, but if I do I want to check how long it has been since I got my glasses. Last time I went they raised my perscription.

I've been obsessed with make-up lately. It's odd.

I haven't had my eyes checked. My mom tells me all the time I have stress headaches because of where the pain is coming from. I'm not sure why I'm stressed. It could be because I know I'm going back up to Mount Pleasant on Sunday. I really wish I could stay home. I like it better here. At the same time I know I am getting a good education and being out there by myself has taught me a lot.

I know it is really late, but it feels really early to me.

I wish there was someone to hang out with at the moment. Things have been a little too slow lately. I like being able to take my time and do what I want, but I don't want to be sitting around my house watching TV all day either.

I know you mean well, but I don't take psych medication. I've just been getting really bad headaches lately. The medication I do take is for something else.

Sometimes I'm amazed at how complex the body is, but how simple it all seems to us. For example, I'm typing on my laptop posting this right now. It seems simple enough. I'm just typing. If we think about it more in depth I have to think of what I want to say and send a signal through my body to my fingers to move to the right keys and actually start typing all instantly.

I'm not on anything right now because I haven't been able to see my doctor in order to refill my perscriptions. So I just take advil when it gets too bad. I feel like being productive, but there isn't much to do at the moment.

Agreed

My head has been hurting every night. It isn't cool.

I'm not sure if I'm getting the two I want done tomorrow or just one. Either way I will post pics. I think I still need to post all of my tattoos. If I remember correctly I was lazy about that.

I would have been just fine without the snow this year.

I'm really out of it. My thighs are sore from my work out, the stupid snow is making me tired, and I'm aggrivated that someone didn't answer my texts last night. I'm also hurt because I know what the outcome to a situation is probably going to be, but I don't want to face it.

People need to stop being stupid and give me my money. Not only do I have bills that I need to pay for, but I would also like to enjoy what is left of my vacation.

I'm feeling pretty lazy, tired and hungry.

I'm happy to get to see my family. I'm upset that I still have to wrap all of my gifts. I'm not sure how to feel about getting up so late. I got up a lot earlier then yesterday which is a good thing, but trying to get back on my schedule is proving to be harder then I thought.

Why is it taking so long to answer a text?

I'm a little annoyed that I can't sleep right now.

This is like a home away from home. I might not know a lot of the people on here in person, but I do feel connected to people that actually care when I come on here.