I'm feeling a lot better. I think I got food poisoning because all night and morning my inner contents refused to stay where they belonged and go through their natural progression. I started feeling better about an hour ago.
^^I have often wondered that myself.
I may or may not be feeling a good alcohol right now. I also may or may not be wishing I had more then just cream vodka in my apartment at the moment.
I have chinese food for lunch and dinner. Yay. I haven't had chinese in forever. I also think all of my homework and apartment should clean and finish themselves.
I feel like no matter how tired, lazy, or emotional I actually feel right now, I have to make a change. I have to change my feelings and be positive for me. I feel like I need to give myself the emotional uplift that will get me through the week and make myself a better person.
I feel very tired. Yet I'm not sure if I want to drink and read or just snuggle up with my blankets. It would be nice if I had someone to cuddle up next to
I feel very disoriented. I was up for 26 hours and slept for four this morning. I can't get my brain to start processing what needs to get done or how to do what needs to get done.
I really don't want to go into the lab tonight to work on my project. I have from 1-5 am to start and finish a project that has to be edited and details added. I have no ideas for this project or how to do it.
Today is a busy busy busy day. I have a long laundry list of things to do today since I put everything except fun stuff off yesterday. I'm hoping I can stay focused enough to get everything done.
I don't think you understand that your concern meant everything to me today. It made me feel so much better. All you know is you just asked one of your former students a simple polite question.