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Emilie Autumn Opheliac I’m your Opheliac I’ve been so disillusioned I know you’d take me back But still I feign confusion I couldn’t be your friend My world was to unstable You might have seen the end But you were never able To keep me breathing As the water rises up again Before I slip away You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you’ve gone through hell and I say I can’t stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there’s nothing more you can do I’m gona blame it on you It’s not the way I wana be I only know that in the end you will see it’s the Opheliac in me… It’s the Opheliac in me… Im your Opheliac My stalkings prove my virtue I’m open to attack But I don’t want to hurt you (hurt you) Whether I swim or sink That’s no concern of yours now How could you possibly think You had the power to know how to keep me breathing as the water rises up again Before I slip away You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you’ve gone through hell and I say I can’t stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there’s nothing more you can do I’m gona blame it on you It’s not the way I wana be I only hope that in the end you will see it’s the Opheliac in me… It’s the Opheliac in me Studies show intelligent girls are more depressed Because they know That the world can lie I don’t think for a bit they sit around and think every things gona be alright They know who: sides, shadows; shapes, a devil, an angel; no in-between She speaks in third person so that she can forget that she’s me Doubt thou the stars on fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt Doubt thou the stars on fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt Doubt thou the stars on fire Doubt thou the sun doth move Doubt truth to be a liar But never doubt I love You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you’ve gone through hell and I say I cant stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there’s nothing more you can do I’m gona blame it on you It’s not the way I wana be I only hope that in the end you will see But never doubt You know the games I play and the words I say when I want my own way You know the lies I tell when you’ve gone through hell and I say I can’t stay You know how hard it can be to keep believing in me When everything and everyone becomes my enemy And when there’s nothing more you can do I’m gona blame it on you It’s not the way I wana be I only hope that in the end you will see

Worrying about a friend... Listening to Emilie Autumn hoping all is well the ones i love and care about

I have a crush on someone at city but name is kept to myself and if you cant figure it out your pretty special

is the biggest prick i have ever met? j/k j/k Good hearted good souled person

lol but you wouldn't know that

lol i could cut my hair shorter....damn my boobs i could attend to strap them down and just say they are muscles

as long as your outfit matches....the bike i want is going to be orange and black

damn guess that takes me out of it.....i am bout to get a 750cc :/

I am ready to find someone special......*sigh*

Hopeful, yet hesitant...its been a while since i have been crushing on someone.....

i am at a loss as to why that is a fail...?

I want someone to actually like me for me not the idea of me.... I want someone to hold me close and when they make mistakes apologize. I want someone to tell me how they feel without holding back. I want someone to smile at me and then i know that everything would be ok I want to show people that i am not as promiscuous as everyone tends to think i am I want my phone I want my Zippo so i can learn to do more fancy tricks with it I want people to tell me when they leave or intend to go so i know not to look for them I want people to tell me when they are emotionally attached to someone so i dont bother them in the slightest when it comes to their heart I want people to tell me when they are in a relationship so then i wont hurt myself by thinking anything more then i should. I want people to tell me what they want from me so i dont let them down...and i will try and do the same I want to be true to my heart and my head and not rush into anything... I want a bath tub I want a couple extra dollars to get myself pampered a bit I want people to stop judging me and others i know. I want people to see the real me..and see that i play with my cards on the table i expect them to do the same I want saturday to be a day everyone cant remember because it was so frickin kick ass..... I want my license I want a car I want understanding I want a peanut butter and nana sammich I want true emotions non scathed

i want my phone...i have somehow misplaced it

Lab away lmao.....i know that it would be way more work then with developing a plan to keep only a few men(as children) and using them as well as the sperm banks muahahahahaha i have my plans...but that doesn't mean it is going to happen :{ lmao

ummm....where the hell is the fetus going to develop?

dont have any on

i feel like i am the only one who believes in coexisting in this house...

my lack of motivation to draw due to this picture i found