Actually, I won't take back that I'm excited to get out for the night...
But, I feel unwanted for some reason.
*sighs*
The longest relationship I've ever had was like 3 months.
In my LIFE!
I'm not sure why people don't stick around longer, I used to want commitment.
Now I'm just lonely, I want that person that is absolutely fallen for me but I'm completely love stricken too.
That someone that when I see them, I can rest easily in their arms and not have to say anything...
they'll already know if I'm feel good or bad, just by body language.
I want that, but I don't think it's going to happen any time soon.
For, I don't think I trust anyone enough to let someone in that close right now.
Wow, I got kinda emo for a second...
I'm gonna go start getting dressed now xD