TheGimp

you have no idea sweetheart....

yea iam a bit at a loss for words i feel touched by everyones kind words i appreciate them very much and i second what aequorea said if had known about this site when i was in high school i think life wold have been slightly easyer...

seems to think iam dead on tonight

wife beater and guiness pajama pants

headed to CC tonight

likes 11's ass

you can add me to that list to man ive been dealing with depression to for 10 years man i undergone mental and physical abuse from my step dad from age 8 to 18 day in day out my stomach would do turns when hit hit 430pm and i knew hed be home in a half hour ad i would give myself ulcers at 9 years old trying to figure out if theres anything wrong with my room if my chores were done perfectly homework was perfect and just about nothing was wrong tht i could be held accountable for but alas at my age i had no idea i was being abused just because he was a sick asshole around age 10 i found out he was a petafile and that fucked with my syke horribly i had no idea how to grasp that i was talking to my cousin from cali one day and she wnated to see new pictures of the family so i opend the sharing folder and clicked the wrong folder and all this explict content oped up i dont need to explain for obviouse reasons but didnt know who to tel i couldnt tell my mom at that age cz i thought she would brand me a liar i dint wanna call the cops because i was being beaten and thought if he didnt get in trouble id surly die around age 13 i was still being beaten regularly i was stil to scared to tell anyone i knew i had the same lame excuses you see in the movie i fell of my bike i triped goin up the stairs and fell down i fell down the stairs said they were from playing football wrestling anything i could think of to keep the family from thinking anything and the teachers quiet well i kept this secret my whole life up unil 15 when my middle brother approached me and looked rather green in the cheeks and said he wnated to show me something on the computer and i knew the look in his face it was the same i had when i first sen it to i relaized what he just found i told him i seen that many years ago and still dont know what to do by that time frank (my step dad) began to abuse him as well...well it only got worse from there frank found a program that enabled him to hack our screenameaccounts IE AIM Yahoo MSN ext ext and me and andrew began to get angry IM's from freinds asking why we were being so perverted to them turned out frank had the balls to pretend to be me and talk filthy to my freinds and my little brothers friends in a chance to get them to send inapropriate pic's of themselves after my brother confided in his freinds they understood and said it was sad and felt compassion for him me on the other hand was blackballed i was in highschool evryone remembers how cruel high school can be i was out casted which i gladly accepted for some reason i took joy in solitude it gave me piece of mind around age 18 after a fight and he brokemy nose it was the finial straw and i actually broke down that night in my room sitting in the dark on the floor in the fetul postition holding myself just praying to god he would let me go to sleep andi wouldnt wake up becuase i couldnt take another moment of my life when i woke up the next day my freind rob called me one of the few that i had and asked me why i had been so distant hen i confided in him what i had told you now he took me to the plice station the cops issued a warent got the computers and found nothing evidetnly frank had nuked the hard drive he was off the hook and i looked like a fool rob had of course seen the evidence and was shocked as i was 3 years went by of being socialy outcasted by the family aside fro my mother and half brother then one beautiful day the day before my 21st birthday frank said he was going to a poker party and i was headed out with freinds to go bar hoping at 12am he didnt come back the next day on my birthday ten the next day when the channle 4 news came on this past year if any of you had seen it that 27 men were arrested in a sex sting he was one of those men he is now sitting in pugsley state pen for a year he desrves more if you ask me after that my mother filed for a divorce during that time he had the house forclosed on and our car repossesed so even in jail the son bitch fucked us...but hes out of our lives now and iam trying to start a new as well i still have depression and the mental abuse still lingers horribly i find it hard to deal with basic things like making new friends i always think iam being judged by everyone i come into contact with my worst case as some know that are good friends that i confide to is women after 10 years of being beaten down by a man who pretty much said you are worthless ugly and unlovable it gets ingrained into your mind so bad that you truly belive it so i find it so dificult to even find a g/f becuase i feel that way but i dont know iam sure in time i will get over it i hope i get over it.... but i just wanted to express my life experince as you did yours Boz your a very brave person and have a lot of courage to post that on here so just wanted to share with you let you know your not alone with depression

oh no hun phermoans just likes to fuck with me no chemistry there just a freind thing but uh me and u could mix beakers

lol you like the compliments dont lie and hey prick brown nosed ya last night now its my turn

babydoll you could pull anything off you are just that damn beautiful

glowie

renee dressed like ivy she can posion my ass any day

i dont have a pic of him but id say rev ha j/k buddy or am i

show him a video of puff the magic dragon railing his wife

i was truly

loves boobs

i was soooooo kidding i have a lot more respect for women then that rev come on now buddy

1. make a sandwich after sex 2. no talking after sex 3. dot touch after sex 4. get me a beer 5. leave

iam about the 12 step program

when you sneeze the dust particals snot boogers whatever comes out is traveling at an excess of 200+ mph IE a sneeze is really fast

come gimmie a kiss phermoans

thats good rev dont wanna mess up that face or brian a urs thats were he money's at guy lol

dude spook phermoans is a cute tiny thing try her

ha

yea ive heard of commerce i had a wrestling meet out there back in my high school days...and thats a bummer about ur ole hooptie my last car was like that then she died...poor carla may she rest in piece in that junk yard *sniffle* but it would be most cool if you could make it soon i always enjoy meeting new DGners and chillin n stuff and as far as iam doing iam trying to get back to writing chapter 2 to this damn novel and cant get past fricken writer block for the past 2 weeks