NexusPolaris

College grad making no money.

Studied in Freiburg, Germany and lived over a year in Gwangju, South Korea.

No, I never snuck over to the North.

Willing to try, once again, to achieve the Marxist ideal, despite the Leninist and dictatorial examples people are always willing to posit as disproof of its practicality.

I have several other accounts on here that I neglected. But lately, myspace has been nothing but negative to log in to. Such a chore to maintain. Thus, I start from scratch here, and will probably remain until drama follows.

I don't believe in karma or knock-on-wood situations, but I used to consider myself one of the most drama-free people I knew...

Got into the "scene" around 17 when Ascension UK was still open. Just enough to see the dying throes of the sophisticated side of "goth." Kinda miss that, despite the superficiality.

I like to use "scare quotes" and ellipses...kinda reflects my thinking style in ways that I can't explain. Not to mention, I often trail off...I guess I like to leave my statements up to the interpretation of others. That is, even when I have a point I'm trying to get across...

I do not condone reality television in any form, and feel that I should face flagellation any time I can't turn my head away. (Notice how I didn't use any scare quotes of ellipses? I feel that strongly.)

(Also likes to use parentheses...)

Totally come off as a nice guy. Appearances can be deceiving.

I also believe that language is determined by how you use it, not an abstraction thereof. So y'all don't be criticizin' if I use a little slang intermixed with my collegiate verbosity. :-p

I can be totally foolish and ridiculous. Silly, slobberingly drunk, manwhorish...do not let this be an ad hominim detraction from anything of substance I choose to say. (Note: I'm very prudish about engaging in meaningful conversation. One must earn my trust and respect before this will happen. I am much more willing to whore out my body than my mind and soul.)

There are reasons for that last statement.

I once went bungee jumping. It kinda sucked.

I try my best to avoid cliche and practice nonconformity toward social mores. But goddamn it, it happens. Plus, it can be practical.

I am intrigued by supernatural and religious imagery, but do not believe in a higher power and am very skeptical about all things "supernatural." Yet ask anyone who has worked with me musically or on any kind of project; I come off as a typical "Leo."

Proceeding with the "Leo" thing, I rarely call someone a second time if they don't return my first call.

I prefer very stern, serious music. I really have to care about someone to let them put on an MSI CD in my car.

Current playlist that seems not to change: Dimmu Borgir, Laibach, Machine Head, KMFDM, Eisbrecher, Rammstein, Prince, The Kovenant, Covenant, Refused, Conflict, Nine Inch Nails, Combichrist, Bella Morte.

And finally, I tend to not turn away those misunderstood individuals who most others won't deign to spit upon. I deem it hypocritical for adherents to a "subculture" that prides itself on being outside the norm to turn their own culture into a high school-esque click.

Brandon (or Nova, if you will)