miu miu

i'm the antithesis of what i look like. a lot of times people will make the comment that i'm so GOTH. i was GOTH ten years ago. now i'm nothing. no, i'm not quoting anyone; i just can't think of a decent category or even sub-category to define myself. i'm the girl in blue jeans who wears t-shirts that are much too young for me. i should be settling. i don't feel that coming on any time soon. i don't feel grown up. i don't WANT to feel grown up. i don't like responsibility. i play when i go to parks. no really. i PLAY. sometimes i fall and hurt myself but i do not cry. crying is overrated. crying is pissing it all out onto the ground and making a show for everyone. i smoke a lot. probably going to end up with cancer soon. oh well.