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You say 'the pope' like he's supposed to be some counter example to bad... A guy who's child molester policy is "don't ask, don't tell".

I'm sorry I can't respect her. I tried, she's lost my respect. I won't discuss details (because I don't really know much and it'd all be heresay to me anyways) but I'm pretty sure she's guilty of enough crimes to go to prison if anyone knew, or was pressing charges. leeching from me is not the worst she's done, and I can't respect that. Getting pregnant and having a child does not automagically make you worthy of respect. My father didn't raise me, and he went to prison, for many things including check fraud, and lost my respect. My mother beat my sister enough to have a warrant out for her arrest. She lost my respect. I don't care who or what you are... respect requires merit, and if you don't merit it, you shouldn't get it. If you care more about your addictions than the happiness of your children... that's not respectable. I'll respect her rules and I've thus considered that the next time I go will possibly, probably, be the last time. Because I won't/can't pay.

I also agree that the funds are not going to be put to good use... as far as "maybe she'll give them to you when you move out" highly doubtful and it's kinda asinine to ask ME for money for her daughter, and use that as a reason.

She doesn't charge you rent but you do provide food for the household with your bridgecard. She's a leech... she'll leech off anyone and anything she can. As I've said asking for gas money to pick up your sister's bf isn't out of the question... That's an acceptable expense. Since the food is off Gothika's bridgecard I don't affect that bill at all... so no board is being provided by her mother. Technically the bed Gothika sleeps on is also mine. I don't actually incur her any expense other than being there. It costs me $35 just to get there, plus $20? I can't afford it. I have no job I live on student loans. It's not every weekend it was for a little while because I was attending school in the area. But I'm not now, so Gothika is the only reason I have to be there. consider this exceptionally rude behavior, especially considering I was taking care of Gothika for several months until I lost my place and had to move in with my parents.

Well part of Gothika's problem is she gave her wallet to me to hold on to. I was already drunk walking in the door... I know when my pockets get light of my things... but I put it in my inside coat pocket which has no zipper. later I got warm and put the coat around my waste... at some point it 'fell' out. maybe when I went over the couch. I take responsibility for losing the wallet, but I do wish I hadn't have been asked to carry it after we were already in City, otherwise we could have left it in the van... or someone sober might have had the foresight to put it in my side pockets, which I forgot had zippers (it's a new coat similar to my old one which didn't have zippers).

Thanks for all the Happy bday's. sorry I haven't been on in a while.

a 4 digit pin is really insecure. any system that uses them is. I hate that my debit card still has them. Literally my desktop can crack a 4 digit pin in under 1 minute if the system is improperly designed (most are). but it requires direct access to the system (e.g. any website that allows it for the password). However, it's not entirely improbable to guess a person's pin based on personal information.

checking email then going to bed w/ my girl

*removes self from single list*

I find that sleeping too warm makes dreams come easier for me. sleeping at an odd temperature?

I think this woman makes my roommate a jerk. why does he feel the need to be a jerk when he's trying to impress someone.

I do try. Unfortunately I'm not all that familiar with all the local companies. And yes my one lucky thing is that I don't have to be concerned with anyone's finances (or well being) other than mine.

That modern grocery storage systems suck... and that manufacturers should use 'same size/shape containers' for more things. oh and that my peanut butter and banana sandwich is tasty.

... Really so you're telling use you've never ever complained about being single? 'cause I'm sure I've heard you say otherwise, in the last month...

The source of the real problem is the TV. It's making us dumber, and fatter, and I'm sure any number of other issues. And given the length of time the TV has existed compared to the human race? nothing about it is normal. I awoke this morning to: while (channel == "not changed") { whine("I don't wanna watch it... change it... ") } I yelled out "Go read a book". Funny I was never Diagnosed with Bipolar... I got ADD... I may actually be ADD but I'm also bipolar. Most of my ADD symptoms appear to just be my Mania. Ya wanna get nuts? let's get nuts. j/k

when it's really bad... I try to find some tv series to watch that I haven't seen before. TV numbs the brain and distracts me. My last really bad period I watched all of Stargate SG1 + Atlantis, Supernatural Seasons 1-3, Battlestar Galactica (new), and Farscape, I was basically hiding in my room 16 hours a day for at least 3 months. That kinda severe depression is rare for me though. I usually just go to bed and sleep it off. Being bipolar I flip from mania to depression every few days. I've actually had it go back and forth in a single day. Generally I try to keep in a constant state of mania.

I can't wait for the new TV season to start. New Stargate, 5th season of Supernatural, is lost Continuing in fall or winter? I believe we are supposed to get Battlestar offshoots.

There is no good Job hunting system... they all suck and are a colossal waste of time. I want a federal unemployment agency that requires those looking for people to post to the database, and store a standardized resume. In order to keep existing businesses (like monster) from being destroyed they could offer an api or straight access to the database for those vendors.

That waking up to this on less than 4 hours of sleep... not worth it at ALL!

So who's your Hero(s) Real, Fictional doesn't matter? Mines Linus Torvalds the creator of the Linux Kernel. The man's a genius, I wish I had half his brains. He's got great quotes http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Linus_Torvalds I just never want to be on his bad side... posting to the LKML scares me of being on the wrong side of a Linus rant.

I'm thinking the drunk person that keeps attacking me needs to go back to high school, seriously. I haven't been punched in the leg as a response to an insult (what's worse is I wasn't actually insulting her, she heard me wrong) since then.

I think I'm gonna play some Diablo 2 now.

++ good luck. I need one too. But until then there is school. Eventually the BS and the work I do outside of work will get me where I want to be. At least I have to believe that.

I been in love a few times. The last time when the break up came it really got me... I find that every relationship I've been in love in hasn't come close to working. The ones I haven't cared about were more successful. I love the good times, but the heartbreak is not worth it for me, because the last time it almost (it actually did) destroyed me. I realized not so long ago that I may actually have reformed myself into someone who runs away if they get to close. At least I seem only to run far enough to protect myself, I don't generally have to cut ties completely. Maybe someday I'll get lucky enough to feel that happy again... However, I'm not sure I want to, fall is just too great, and I'm always looking for the fall now.