KatRN05

large knives and souls.

How I deal with death really depends on the situation. For instance, my grandmother is elderly, very frail, I know she does not have a lot of time left on this earth so I visit with her as often as I can. I know I will feel sad when she is gone, I will cry but I will move on because ultimately it was her time to go. My friend Carrie was murdered in January and I still think about it because it's so recent. I feel sad and angry all mixed together with quite a bit of rage. I haven't really gotten over it yet. It's hard. I have not ever had someone close to me commit suicide. A co-worker's daughter committed suicide a few months ago. She attempted multiple times and received intense psychotherapy. Some people are going to think I'm insensitive for saying this, but sometimes it's better that the person is dead because they will have more peace in death than they would have ever had when they were alive. Sorry about my rambling, been thinking about my friend. I'm sorry for your loss.

Happy Birthday!!

Thank you!!!!

I thought we were gonna tape him to the ceiling?

Damn.

Curious. I just finished taking my level 2 test for Krav Maga. My instructor didn't tell us whether or not we passed, so I guess he's making us wait...I don't know. I got a lot of "killer" remarks after, so I guess I did good???

I'm testing tomorrow morning for Level 2 Krav Maga.

Happy Birthday!!!!

Alright bitches, who wants to share a lot?

Excited!!!

getting ready for work..

Well, I'm sure we will find out what kind of gun it was that killed the girl. And Feiger is not in it for the interest of the child or family, it's to get his face on T.V. and money in his pocket.

I don't know yet. I had 4 hours of sleep and I have to work a 12 hour shift tonight. I'll check back later.

lol@ the guy using the dress as a coffee filter.

I'm not worried. He's got money somewhere. I really only feel bad for his kids as they are being indoctrinated into their father's bad habits/beliefs.

Oh.

I'm curious as to what is on the tape. Maybe there wasn't a struggle between one of the officers and the grandmother like the cops said their was?

Did he get fired? I have lost a lot of respect for Karmanos after I found out he hired Kwame. So yeah, we should have a "Kwame got slammed.................................FINALLY" party.

Ah, I see. I never found out who it was. I just remember it being said on the news that some guy took the videotape to Feiger. It's not whose fault? The film crew? Of course, it isn't their fault. Bing is stupid for banning film crews at raids. It's good to have what went down on tape in case of any lawsuits. In this case, we do. But the next time when the cops fuck shit up, we won't have anything but their word. What good is that anymore? Better to have videotaped evidence.

As side from what you posted, the other thing I hate most is Fieger getting involved. The girl wasn't even in the ground yet and he's filing lawsuit after lawsuit. Then he says that some guy who was too scared to go to the cops showed him some videotape of the incident. Ok, mmmhmm. We'll see what happens. This whole situation is fucked up but I don't believe the cop intentionally shot the girl. And if anything, they NEED a film crew when they perform raids. SMDH.He's making the department look even worse.

Apparently he's not entirely out of the woods yet. I heard he and his father were under federal investigation for possibly violating the Federal RICO statues. 1.5 to 5 years in prison will be a walk in the park compared to what he will get if they indict him and dad and convict them. Anyhow, ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!!! I was wondering when the judge was gonna grow some damn balls.