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And brings me roses, opens the door for me, drives to the door and has me wait when it's raining to get car. We have so much fun doing absolutely nothing just rolling our asses off saying stupid, off the wall, goofball stuff. ..he treats me like a princess and I am still wtfing.

Thank you! He is so kind to me and accepts me for all my oddities and laughs with me at my ridiculousness..I'm like no way, I can't believe you exist.

My bf is craving chocolate and doesn't eat sweets. What have I done to this man? It must be because I want chocolate always. Lol

To be serious though, I was in Westland today. I don't know my way around there but I was driving and Fairchild street was just right there, chillin than on my way back, I drove past The Red Apple didn't even realize it at first and when I did it was really sad to see.

I think that's a big part of it. I feel a little better now just nervous. Lol

Like nausea and pain. Like ulcers kinda.

Stomach feels bad.

Thank you. I'll delete the original.

This is so cute though.

I've always been a bit upside down and backwards 😅 Thanks for the link. Pretty stuff.

Thank you. They have a different approach to treatment here. They let me know that they are investing alot into training me and I am committing myself to see this through. I was upfront about my own shit, too. I am actually going to be able to teach the skills that I have learned from DBT to my people here. I'm excited and glad I told them I went through that therapy myself. I got my official offer today and start Monday 😊

I'm really liking moss agate rings in general for some reason.

Thank you! Same. I know it will be challenging but I believe I am being led in that direction somehow. I'm tired of so many people dying, the family crying and the feeling of helplessness. I want to do something. At least try. ❤

I am pretty excited. I just had a interview at a organization today and pending my background check they are going to train me and help get me certified as a Substance Abuse Counselor! I am scared of course to get back into the world of human services but I kind of been inspired recently. I'm literally the happiest I have ever been and could cry because I'm like all the positive things starting to happen feel like..wtf is this how people are supposed to feel? Is everyone in the world not so terrible after all? I'm kinda in awe like omg I finally did something right! Everything is aligning and I'm wtfing still.

It was crack but meth was something else he was messing with. They found the crack stuff during this warrant but he was sentenced previously for something else. I didn't have a problem with him, we got along. I never smelled methy stuff and there wasn't hazmat or evacuations made so I don't think he was making meth here. I know he already had told the landlord about his jail sentence in order to give the landlord a notice. I'm just glad he wasn't the next dead body here. My landlord was joking earlier that day about this place being the Hotel California. He said noone leaves unless it's in a body bag 😅 gotta love the landlord. He's the best in general. I said the same thing about moving..I can just walk outside for the view. I need my oven. I miss baking.

Do I move down the hall where I get a better bathroom and an oven? Or stay with this with the big window facing the river? I'm going to miss the view but I like to have a real oven and a normal tub. Hmmm...

Unfortunately this was a case where he already had been scheduled to turn himself in after a month to tie up loose ends. He was already going to jail for four years but missed his deadline and the cops was here on the warrant. He was making crack right in the apartment this time.

Yea. I was just shocked that this happened. It looked like a TV show. Smh

A whole bunch of things. All I do is analyze everything.

My neighbor down the hall got raided yesterday. I thought he was dead so I asked one of the 20 cops outside if he had died and they told me he was arrested and he was doing bad stuff. I can't believe I blurted out, is he dead like that though 🤔 I was scared he got murdered because apparently a strange man wandered in yesterday morning looking for his wife who was not supposed to be here per my neighbor upstairs conversation with him. I just assumed that it was related.

Everything all day.

....it's alright"

I don't think I can do it still. Do you guys have a lot of people that are going?

I feel loved.