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I wish my throat wasn't feeling so blah.

Feel like shit.

I don't know now because I can't breathe and my throat is all messed up with this wildfire smoke. It's bad and causing a lot of problems for people. Coughing up crap and dizzy and just feeling shitty. Idk.

❤ I miss the little pitter patters.

My son is 20 today. I joined this board when he was like 7. 😱

Omg yes it was! I'm so glad you did it with me. I can't wait to do that again and to hear you sing Coin Operated Boy! You will nail it 💯 We gotta start our cover band, The Living Dead Girls or Living Dead Dolls! Lol 🔥🔥🔥😉

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Dragula😜

I wonder if when people walk by my window they say, that fat lazy bitch needs to put more clothes on?

I had wanted to work for CPS that was why I went to school for Social Work..we was the result of slipping through the cracks and I didn't want another child to ever live in the absolute filth and neglect that we were in as kids but after working in the field in Juvenile Justice I worked close with CPS workers and I seen first hand what they were up against. The system is it's own worst enemy. It's not about saving the kids. It's about saving the government money so they tie alot of workers hands with the red tape nightmare. The workers who actually do care end up frying their own mental health. I know I'm biased, though. I know you know all about this. Of course.

I was just thinking about the chapter of my white trash saga about my bank robbing, ex-con, suicide committing, nasty ass comment making daddy. Maybe cause Father's Day. @WhiteLines I'm loving that white trash saga term. I'm borrowing this.

Lol. I think that she cheated or something like that and left him or something. He's probably just waiting for her to love him again or whatever that thing married folks get back together for, I booked out of mine over 10 years ago lol. I have went to her fb and start to message her before but I don't because well, I'll somehow be the enemy because women hate each other...in general. Not to say all women but we're real bitches to each other in general. I just don't need to start anything, noone's is worth the headache and drama. He'll find a cheatee. Easily or whatever.

Her voice is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 her mouth movements are interesting, Steven Tyler vibes.

I should have went to bed at 8. This 4am shift is dragging ass. Except for break. Break is flying. I hate customers. They'll be here soon.

Oh man hugs. What kind of stuff are you feeling? Damn I keep wondering myself about stuff but I keep meeting people who are all complaining about a bunch of throat stuff.

I hate that this guy is married but tries acting like they're not together. That's why he gets ignored but he doesn't care. He only cares about his own needs. Liar. I know it. He won't leave me alone. I'll ignore him for months, a year and still. He's so good at gaslighting and controlling our interaction because he was my boss a long time ago so I feel like he's still my boss. I'm stupid.

Ohh about the security and penis? 🥂 🤣

A pillow! Nice but yea, you're right, it was like the louder we scream the harder they swing.

Wait, so I'm not the only one who's mind is constantly playing a song?

We invited the safe word, "alright," I'm sorry, ma", I'll be good " I want my granny!" And.. "You're not my real dad!" Are some examples.

You guy remember when you were little and you knew you was about to get your ass beat with something so you'd run and put on like 3 pairs of pants? I can't believe parents used to beat us legally.

Our neighborhood pedo was Steve.

Should have not drank myself to sleep last night/this morning because they're having a party outside today and I'm supposed to go and being that my apartment itself is like a fish bowl no matter how many black curtains I hang. Also, I kinda been drinking a bit more lately..gotta check myself.

Same with the ADHD stuff. I think I picked up the stuff I knocked over, though 😅