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I wonder if when people walk by my window they say, that fat lazy bitch needs to put more clothes on?

I had wanted to work for CPS that was why I went to school for Social Work..we was the result of slipping through the cracks and I didn't want another child to ever live in the absolute filth and neglect that we were in as kids but after working in the field in Juvenile Justice I worked close with CPS workers and I seen first hand what they were up against. The system is it's own worst enemy. It's not about saving the kids. It's about saving the government money so they tie alot of workers hands with the red tape nightmare. The workers who actually do care end up frying their own mental health. I know I'm biased, though. I know you know all about this. Of course.

I was just thinking about the chapter of my white trash saga about my bank robbing, ex-con, suicide committing, nasty ass comment making daddy. Maybe cause Father's Day. @WhiteLines I'm loving that white trash saga term. I'm borrowing this.

Lol. I think that she cheated or something like that and left him or something. He's probably just waiting for her to love him again or whatever that thing married folks get back together for, I booked out of mine over 10 years ago lol. I have went to her fb and start to message her before but I don't because well, I'll somehow be the enemy because women hate each other...in general. Not to say all women but we're real bitches to each other in general. I just don't need to start anything, noone's is worth the headache and drama. He'll find a cheatee. Easily or whatever.

Her voice is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 her mouth movements are interesting, Steven Tyler vibes.

I should have went to bed at 8. This 4am shift is dragging ass. Except for break. Break is flying. I hate customers. They'll be here soon.

Oh man hugs. What kind of stuff are you feeling? Damn I keep wondering myself about stuff but I keep meeting people who are all complaining about a bunch of throat stuff.

I hate that this guy is married but tries acting like they're not together. That's why he gets ignored but he doesn't care. He only cares about his own needs. Liar. I know it. He won't leave me alone. I'll ignore him for months, a year and still. He's so good at gaslighting and controlling our interaction because he was my boss a long time ago so I feel like he's still my boss. I'm stupid.

Ohh about the security and penis? 🥂 🤣

A pillow! Nice but yea, you're right, it was like the louder we scream the harder they swing.

Wait, so I'm not the only one who's mind is constantly playing a song?

We invited the safe word, "alright," I'm sorry, ma", I'll be good " I want my granny!" And.. "You're not my real dad!" Are some examples.

You guy remember when you were little and you knew you was about to get your ass beat with something so you'd run and put on like 3 pairs of pants? I can't believe parents used to beat us legally.

Our neighborhood pedo was Steve.

Should have not drank myself to sleep last night/this morning because they're having a party outside today and I'm supposed to go and being that my apartment itself is like a fish bowl no matter how many black curtains I hang. Also, I kinda been drinking a bit more lately..gotta check myself.

Same with the ADHD stuff. I think I picked up the stuff I knocked over, though 😅

You ever get drunk by yourself, put on your pajama shorts, take your bra off, make dinner, cry, and than knock a bunch of shit over in your bathroom and just leave it there cause, like wtf cares your alone, muthafucka! Fuck them dishes in the sink, too!

Nerd bitch. https://www.smule.com/c/2266768910_4651821719

Mary on a cross with some hot chic. https://www.smule.com/sing-recording/394860571_4651735644

Ahh chit!

No, you can just do audio Marblez got me to join but I usually use starmaker. I do like smule but it's expensive..I think joining duet is free though. Tomorrow my smule expires so I'm messing with it before I do. That and vodka

I know what website the video is on now lol. I can't wait to do more. It's so fun and silly and I can be myself. They're actually making money off my goofy ass too. Lol I'm glad. I seen some of it and I was so mean but my friend looked at me last time I was there and I was like omg I'm really mean! She said it's acting. Next time, u can be more mean😅

https://www.smule.com/sing-recording/2266768910_4651790521 this is the finished product. You guys wanna see my fetish stuff though?

I like this pic better.