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You're a beautiful mummy!

Omg thanks! I love Otep.

Oh shot really? Is it Dearborn Heights? Hmmm, Yea I'm not sure how they are over there but if you got a vibe from seeing the pictures you know instincts say alot. Lemme know who's ass I have to beat. I'll get my sister we gonna roll up like what up up now, IHOP 💯👊

If you guys ever want to do a pop in, I been wanting to go again. It's been way before covid for my last visit also😉 plus, I kinda like IHOP a lot 😅

I need to stop taking things like mobility and the use of all my senses forgranted.

You would think it would hurt way worse getting shots of anesthesia in your gums versus in your toe but I found out yesterday that that is so very untrue.

Omg right!

Thanks! I appreciate you both ❤

Probably. Google tells everything. I didn't know that he would be able to get my last name and my address is probably easy to find. Whats crazy is all this time I been keeping my Facebook page public something told me earlier tonight to go private and sure enough I get that friend request after a couple hours after I went private, however I am wondering has be been watching my Facebook all this time anyway? It's deactivated now.

I did. They left already.

I'm so freaked out.

Kamar.

He found me.

Why would I go out with you for my damn bday after you told me that you will never gaf about me? 🤦‍♀️ NOOOO, go away. Sure, come on hurt my feelings wtf! No thank you, good luck sir. *sprinkles self with salt and sage*

I actually had that thought about the past too. Hugs. You are doing a great job and I am grateful for your existence and your friendship. I very much appreciate you. You're like sunshine..goth sunshine😉

Ole dude He swears I cheated back in the day and I didn't. He was like well why did we break up and I reminded him that the day my dad killed himself and I ran to the block crying to him and wanted him to comfort me and he just looked at me and goes, "well that was stupid" He broke my heart that day. My dad broke my heart and than my boyfriend (him) at the time, dug the knife in deeper. That is why I left. Not cheated. I am sitting here all just trying to figure out why we reconnected at the same time near the anniversary of my dad's death? Like, April 1st was the day he did it and here comes someone who I wouldn't even think was single because he was with his chic over 20 years after me basically but his chic left him for a chic 5 years ago so he's coping with that in his head. I can't imagine what that feels like for a guy or maybe they really don't care like he told me, he said that he just doesn't care about me like bam, he said yea we have a connection, you're a great woman but I'm fucked up in the head and trying to fix myself. I mean, ok. That's it. He tells me that last night after, I just wanted him to care but he didn't. I'm not trying to be a victim and shit but when you get your life threatened and your feelings hurt by someone you knew forever all in the same day it kinda Makes you feel terrible and worthless and to top it off the timing...my dad's suicide anniversary, it's like fate came to kick me a little bit more because I don't cry enough apparently. I hate my unrelenting need for comfort and to feel safe. I'm really bad at this. I'm too emotional for anyone damn why do I do this? It's not worth the end result ever. I'm so messed up because I am off my antidepressants after 20 years and now I am being forced to feel it all! Years and years of avoiding. It's Hitting me 10 fold why would the psychiatrist do this? I don't want to confront myself. I want to dissociate and pretend life is a movie. It's easier to accept pain that way. I had to watch a movie on the Christian streaming thing about a little girl who could heal people. I cried so much all I do is cry.

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Lol. I keep beating myself up thinking I overreacted but I know I didn't this time. We were more worried about all the shootings over Nothing now aways and I was scared he'd go shoot up something. I told the cops, I just think that this person should be on your radar in case of something really happening.

I can't have my 62 year old mom fighting my battles. Dude, I shouldn't have told her that info but when she found out he lived around her she was like I'm going to Dollar General and apparently she went somewhere else on the way.

That's actually hilarious. So someone did actually go visit his house and the neighbors said he had you know, problems, mental ones. Clearly, right?

I filed a report. The cops said they can't do anything, they actually made me feel like I was stupid but actually the cop was. He was confused idk. Omg I should order random ass French fries and send them when I get $. I'm going to drop off some fries wrapped up in a bow.

BTW a 223 means gun. It's the caliber of bullet used in an AK. I had to Google it because I didn't know why he kept referring to a 223.

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid02E7mkwJqvBgdeenctdzJ6XkyJ2LV9TYbWz9bVjw5jRVj8ertZ5rsqzBXU4ykKxbD2l&id=561287348&mibextid=Nif5oz I can't stop shaking inside, Doordash said that I need to make a police report but I can't even drive like this right now. I was already done and home when I got all these chats from the person.

I had to Google the juice one! Lol. Omg , yay so you remember this? 💯🔥🤣