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I wub you.

Lol who me?

Oh damn, yea fuq that shit time to go and vent away that's what we're here for. Hugs and healing and positive thoughts to you.

I should go for a walk before it rains but I don't want to put on a bra so 🤔

That's a whole ass blues song right there 🎵 "Well I'm just a stank, Detroit River fish..dadumdadum, Noone ever eats me and I have a death wish, dadumdadum" Oh well I'm an old stanky, Detroit River fish, I can't get no woman to birth me some kids, dadumdadum Stanky old River, oh That's where I still lie, eternally trapped here, why can't I just die" Dadumdadum.

I think it's about to rain because the Detroit River fish are smelling extra fishy in the air mixed with like chemicals from all the plants around here and that's dinner and you'll probably get stoned at the same time 🤢

Truth! But, and I know you aren't asking for advice but I'm going to be like a big sister and tell you something anyway 🤣 On the real though, marriage is a big, hard ass thing, dealing with another human adult with you made vows with is a challenge but divorce is one of the hardest things next to grieve that I've ever dealt with so if you have any outside influences tempting you, if your heart feels like it's being tested and manipulated somehow, double check that it's facts and logic that are leading you and not just emotions....emotions blind us sometimes. Just take a step back and make sure you are looking at it from both sides, the grass is sometimes greener. I mean, idk your situation but if there's anything left to fix maybe try before throwing out the whole ass marriage. I'm sorry, life just kinda sucks either way 😭

@WhiteLines we could write a whole ass song my friend.

Yea, I been through the speedball journey. When I was going through my divorce and shortly after joining DGN. Prior to that I was almost like a 1950s housewife except I worked also. I cooked, cleaned, wore whatever clothes my ex husband liked lol, carried our son while going to college, working, and doing my internship, popped him out went back to work like a good little girl, even had to take our baby to work with me sometimes when I had to just be in the office 😅 I remember not having a babysitter for my daughter when I was pregnant and taking her to classes with me....she hated that shit..I felt like a single mom and was like why the fuq are you struggling still and you got a husband? He literally just knocked you up and left you to deal with all the details on your own..that's some single mom shit. The day I gave birth to our son, he took me to the hospital, refused to let my mother come be with me while I gave birth and most women want their mommy there when they're having a baby..I sure did and we had a shitty relationship but still needed my momma and I had our son, he dropped my daughter off at the hospital with me the next day cause we had no babysitter while his ass went to work even though he had unused time to take off. Omg I didn't mean to turn this into a rant..dude I got off on a tangent...my apologies. Anyway, lol you totally just said that we should think of you as a dude that committed suicide and then said don't worry! Bro!! Now we're totally gonna worry.

Hugs. I am familiar. I've had red flags flying so close to my face that I just use em to wipe my tears away.

Omg same. I missed my whole alarm this evening. I was supposed to go to the vigil for my brother's friend tonight and I set an alarm to be ready by and slept right through it. My muscle relaxer is strong af apparently cause I woke up feeling stoned still in pain but stoned😭

Hey but you know what they say, just because someone's is paranoid about something doesn't mean it's not true! Frfr, you ever seen someone diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia..like, yea they paranoid but they be right about shit, though 🤣💯

Lol don't feel bad I felt some type of way too when I read it🤣 In the lyrics of Shirley Manson, though I think we're paranoid!

I know there has got to be some kind of invention in this world that can take the top of my body from my hands extended upward to my bottom of my toes and just pull me. I seriously know someone has had to create suck a device. I know it sounds like a torture thing but my entire body needs to be pulled, not just like stretching and yoga stuff...I need something to pull all the aches apart!

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Eating taco bell. I was going to go to the grocery store but a 2 dollar burrito is cheaper.

Omg I'm aching from head to toe.

My knees hurt cause I'm old.

I didn't go but I did go to my sister's house for cake for his birthday, than I acted a fool and made everyone laugh. Lol 😆

Hi!

I actually asked for it back. My IUD. I want it back. Imma stop reading all the horror stories because I forgot what I felt like for 8 months with out this. My mood was way more stable. Their putting it back. I'm not going to have surgery. Fuck that.

Aww, my lil nephew invited me to go bar hop for his bday today. He's 22. Last year my sister got him a party bus. It was cool. One day I was looking at my sister's page on fb and I looked closer at her cover and my nephew actually was in a commercial or ad for Al Wissam. I was like damn sis, he already has some modeling under his belt you better start a portfolio lol.

Lol. It's very hard for us hood bitches too be professional, even when I was a professional! 💯 I literally have no home training whatsoever. I got a whole ass college education, though with the fatty girl loans to prove.

I feel like I hate doctors! I'm freaking out here , literally was hyperventilating talking to the resident about my hormone shit now that this "mirena crash" or whatever is happening with my body right now I can't even form a sentence or finish a thought. My body feels like it's in a permanent state of hot flash so basically I feel like I have a fever but my temp is normal. My stomach is swollen, I feel dizzy and like faint, they said go to the ER I can't drive myself anywhere right now! I fucking just feel like jumping in the damn river because I want to crawl out of my skin. Even the air around feels like it has a fever. This is so much bullshit. I hate this.

That's impressive though 💯