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I did add a couple before pics and after in my gallery. You will laugh at the one that I put of my brother and me (it's one of my before pics) but he's all done up in his Detroit Lions paint. Not that I'm a football person but he definitely had me cackling.

I feel shaky and nervous.

Positive healing thoughts to you.

Am I too old to Trick or Treat? 🤦‍♀️

Anything is music... if you're brave enough 🤞🫢

Lost 50 lbs, so, feel pretty good about that. 30 more to go.

https://youtu.be/w8uPMOr3CjQ?si=-FDam0_5MoarxTvE

⬆️ love this song! It's fun.

Merry Devils Night.

Trick or Treat.

I don't want to be sad and miserable anymore. I don't want to when I die be known as a miserable piece of crap.

I just did one of those dna test for myheritage and the results take awhile but I broke down and got my own because I'm driving my kids crazy about their's lol. Anyway, the heritage has that dna family tree and it starts letting you add family it also pulls public records and I had a surprise this morning when it found my dad's article about his crime and death from 1998 and I reluctantly reviewed it and it brought back a slew of memories and feelings that I would like to keep buried but thus, here we are. I remember it like yesterday now. https://www.oldnews.com/en/record?lang=en&record_id=record-10628-196886&searchTerm=eJwrzEvMTbX1AxIKaXl6XvkZefrGPvpG%2BsYepXkpOamVOvrGpqZAIj9N39gltaQoP7MEqDA3X88IRBWX5RfrGYJZuZlARg5IxgREFafkQvjFuWnGUFYRUC0AEnckxw%3D%3D&referred=mh_record_page&page_id=4

I am thinking about how sad will be seeing a friend since childhood laid out tomorrow and that his kids shouldn't have to be going through this already and how his poor elderly mother should not be burying her son.

God is picking people off at a larger number than normal. It started with Covid and keeps going worse and worse. Mortality is teasing me.

You're full of beauty.

I have not heard and seen something in so long that absolutely fucked me up with goosebumps, my heart jumps, omg this shit does something to me. Watch it close every little detail. I can't even determine why this song does this to me. The dance they are doing everything hits.

Peptides are amazing. I been obsessed since like April and devour as much information as I can on the different uses and protocols. It's a rabbit hole for sure.

Omg yes, I been using this thing, a peptide called DSIP (delta sleep inducing peptide) It doesn't make you get to sleep but when I actually am asleep I sleeeeep so good. I'm out, like even if it's 3 hours it's the best sleep I've had in so long, when I do wake up in the middle of the night, I'm back out immediately. No problem.

The past few days, I been having weird feelings like my head, face, and neck are on fire. I took my temperature this morning and it was perfect so I was like wtf I feel like my head is on fire and than, I got quiet, and thought, oh, "wait a minute" and my inner voice kicks in like, "Bitch, you are 45 years old, what do you think this is? Huh? What do you think, ma'am?"

For me it's just the actual seeing the change after being over 200 lbs for the past 10 years, to see the rapid change in my skin because of the weight loss.

Happy Birthday!

I technically didn't either. It's saggy and wrinkly skin from fat and volume loss. https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/ozempic-face

My sister said that I have ozempic face and now all I see is my face looking like a melting candle 😭 I don't actually use the ozempic, that shit is expensive.

I'm in a paranormal storytelling for sleep rabbit hole the past few months. Just was listening to this one earlier this morningish. https://youtu.be/ADypRpHXQOY?si=fAZpFrEWB3qonkk9