Scary Guy

Myspace, since Facebook is too restricting on how you use the page. They also won't let me use a nickname and I can't just switch off ALL applications on it like I can Myspace.

I went, saw it was dead, fell asleep for 20 minutes or so in a chair. WOW, the douchetard overflow from whitetrash fest was insane though. With our numbers lacking it was almost pretty even. There were a few fights and people getting escorted out because they were out of their element and scared. I hope they remember not to come back next year. I won't say I had fun, but I did see a lot of people I knew anyway, so it didn't totally suck.

They're actually moving the Leland building to the hodown? Shit I'd go to see that.

"Do you believe in God, Andrei? No. Neither do I. But that's a favorite question of mine. An upside-down question, you know. What do you mean? Well, if I asked people whether they believed in life, they'd never understand what I meant. It's a bad question. It can mean so much that it really means nothing. So I ask them if they believe in God. And if they say they do -- then, I know they don't believe in life. Why? Because, you see, God -- whatever anyone chooses to call God -- is one's highest conception of the highest possible. And whoever places his highest conception above his own possibility thinks very little of himself and his life. It's a rare gift, you know, to feel reverence for your own life and to want the best, the greatest, the highest possible, here, now, for your very own." - Ayn Rand "When I became convinced that the universe is natural, that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell. The dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts and bars and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world, not even in infinite space. I was free--free to think, to express my thoughts--free to live my own ideal, free to live for myself and those I loved, free to use all my faculties, all my senses, free to spread imagination's wings, free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope, free to judge and determine for myself... I was free! I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously faced all worlds." - Robert G. Ingersoll "Losing your faith is a lot like losing your virginity; you don’t realize how irritating it was ‘til it’s gone." - Anyonomous "I don't believe in life after death, but I'd like to believe in life before death." - Natalie Angier "Thus that which is the most awful of evils, death, is nothing to us, since when we exist there is no death, and when there is death we do not exist." - Epicurus, 300BC "The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. Therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man." - George Bernard Shaw "The purpose of life is a life of purpose." - Robert Byrne "If I were not an atheist, I would believe in a God who would choose to save people on the basis of the totality of their lives and not the pattern of their words. I think he would prefer an honest and righteous atheist to a TV preacher whose every word is God, God, God, and whose every deed is foul, foul, foul." - Isaac Asimov “Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that is the stuff life is made of.” — Benjamin Franklin "Do not seek death. Death will find you. But seek the road which makes death a fulfillment." — Dag Hammarskjöld "Knowing trees, I understand the meaning of patience. Knowing grass, I can appreciate persistence." — Hal Borland "Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes." — Carl Jung “Nature can refuse to speak but she cannot give a wrong answer.” — Dr. Charles Brenton Huggins “This dead of midnight is the noon of thought, And Wisdom mounts her zenith with the stars.” — Anna Letitia Barbauld “Unless artists can remember what it was to be a little boy, they are only half complete as artist and as man.” — James Thurber “Big machines are the awe-inspiring cathedrals of the 20th century.” — Daniel Kleppner “The test and the use of man’s education is that he finds pleasure in the exercise of his mind.” — Jacques Barzun “The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.” — Edmund Burke “If I have seen further, it is by standing upon the shoulders of giants.” — Isaac Newton “A dwarf sees farther than the giant when he has the giant’s shoulder to mount on.” — Samuel Taylor Coleridge “The marble not yet carved can hold the form of every thought the greatest artist has.” — Michelangelo Buonarroti “The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn.” — Jack Kerouac “People seldom see the halting and painful steps by which the most insignificant success is achieved.” — Anne Sullivan Macy “It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees!” — Dolores Ibarruri “A man will be imprisoned in a room with a door that’s unlocked and opens inwards; as long as it does not occur to him to pull rather than push.” — Ludwig Wittgenstein “Words ought to be a little wild for they are the assault of thoughts on the unthinking.” — John Maynard Keynes “In the end, you’re measured not by how much you undertake but by what you finally accomplish.” — Donald Trump “So that is what hell is. I would never have believed it. You remember: the fire and brimstone, the torture. Ah! the farce. There is no need for torture: hell is the other.” — Jean-Paul Sartre “To fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible god.” — Jorge Luis Borges “So far as we are human, what we do must be either evil or good: so far as we do evil or good, we are human: and it is better, in a paradoxical way, to do evil than to do nothing: at least we exist.” —T.S. Eliot "If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door." "The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth." "The brighter the light, the greater the shadow cast." "I'd rather have a life than a living." "If you live to be a hundred. I want to live to be 100 minus one day... so that i never have to live a day without you" - Winnie the Pooh "Sometimes I think the surest sign that intelligent life exists elsewhere in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us." - Calvin and Hobbes "The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive" "There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart, pursue those." "If I didn't define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other people's fantasies for me and eaten alive." - Audre Lorde "My importance to the world is relatively small. On the other hand, my importance to myself is tremendous. I am all I have to work with, to play with, to suffer and to enjoy. It is not the eyes of others that I am wary of, but of my own... The fewer illusions I have about myself or the world around me, the better company I am for myself." - Noel Coward "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost "You live and learn. At any rate, you live." - Douglas Adams "Pure morality is only an instinctive adjustment which the soul makes." - D. H. Lawrence "A happy person is not a person in a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes." - Hugh Downs "Life itself cannot give you joy unless you really will it. Life just gives you time and space, it's up to you to fill it." - Chinese Proverb "The elevator to success is out of order. You'll have to use the stairs... one step at a time." - Joe Girard "Life's battles don't always go to the stronger or faster, but sooner or later the person who wins is the person who thinks they can." - Vince Lombardi "You have power over your mind, not outside events. Realize this and you will find strength." - Marcus Aurelius "Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth." - Marcus Aurelius "Whoever values peace of mind & health of the soul will live the best of all possible lives." - Marcus Aurelius "We ought to do good to others as simply as a horse runs or a bee makes honey, or a vine bears grapes season after season without thinking of the grapes it has borne." - Marcus Aurelius "Shared pain is lessened, shared joy is increased. Thus we refute entropy." - Spider Robinson "Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go." - T.S. Eliot "Laughter is the shortest distance between two people." - Victor Borge "What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us." - Oliver Wendell Holmes "Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy." - Cynthia Nelms "To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead." - Bertrand Russell "Stress is an ignorant state. It believes that everything is an emergency." - Natalie Goldberg "People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost." - Jackson Brown "Throughout history, the most common debilitating human ailment has been cold feet." "I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you cant see from the center." - Kurt Vonnegut Jr. "The mind is the limit. As long as the mind can envision something, you can do it." - Arnold Schwarzenegger "To be tested is good. The challenged life may be the best therapist." - Gail Sheehy "Reality is that which when you stop believing in it doesn't go away." - Philip K. Dick "Few things help an individual more than to place responsibility upon him and to let him know that you trust him." - Booker T. Washington "The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it." - W. M. Lewis "The last of the human freedoms is to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way." - Viktor Frankl, M.D. "We cannot change anything unless we accept it." - Carl Jung, M.D. “Freedom Requires eternal vigilance and fresh ammunition. While, exercise builds strength and practice makes perfect.” - Joseph Callewaert "Some people are so afraid to die that they never begin to live." - Henry Van Dyke "Death is feared as birth is forgotten." - Doug Horton "A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist." - Steward Alsop "Men fear death as children fear to go into the dark; and as that natural fear in children is increased with tales, so is the other." - Francis Bacon "Watching a peaceful death of a human being reminds us of a falling star; one of a million lights in a vast sky that flares up for a brief moment only to disappear into the endless night forever." - Elisabeth Kuebler-Ross "Death is one of the few things that can be done as easily as lying down. The difference between sex and death is that with death you can do it alone and no one is going to make fun of you." - Woody Allen "Life does not cease to be funny when people die any more than it ceases to be serious when people laugh." - George Bernard Shaw

Such a great band. They were new wave but no one noticed so they actually had success.

Next door to what? You're going to redneck fest, admit it. Sports suck. I hope somehow both teams lose.

I'm sorry, I have nothing. This is the only thing I could think of.

Wolfman Mac will be there so I'm probably going to show up. He's always fun to hang out with.

10:00 - Scary Guy ----- Voltaire - The Headless Waltz Amber Asylum - Black Sabbath Delerium - Flowers Become Screens (V) Dead Can Dance - The Ubiquitous Mr Lovegrove Dali's Car - His Box !The Cocteau Twins - Wax And Wane Bigod 20 - Carpe Diem (Umo Detic Mix) Cranes - Lilies !Front 242 - Masterhit (V) Pigface - Hips, Tits, Lips, Power! Skinny Puppy - Dig It Pop Will Eat Itself Vs. Danny Elfman - Ich Bin Ein Ausoween 11:00 - Saint ----- Destroid - Moral Nachtmahr - I Believe in Blood Straftanz - Straftanz (west) SOMAN - Noise Anthem Alter Der Ruine - A Nation of Phat Beatz Caustic - Lady Business C/A/T - Music to Piss You Off Noisuf-X - Hit Me Hard (X-fusion remix) Fabrik C- n.h.n.s (Noisuf-X remix) [X]-Rx - Drugs and Violence Modulate - Skullfuck (Combichrist remix) Detune-X - Pure Evil (Hardbeat Mix) Dive - reported (Eric Von Womterghem mix) On:Off - Another Brick in the Wall Noit Excev - The Fuhrer (Dawn of Ashes Mix) interlude Babyland - The Stumble (July 7 at Smalls!!!!) 12:00ish? - Nocker +++++ Star Industry- Fire and Ice The Last Dance- Once Beautiful SleepMask- Voodoo The Cure- Lullaby Amanda Palmer- Ampersand DeVision- Im Not Dreaming Of You Siouxsie- Cities in Dust The Cramps- Go Goo Muck The Deadcats- We the Boys Wil Rock You The Bones- Memphis 77 New Order- Ceremony 01:00ish - STEVIE set -- DRUNKKKK ----- Game and Performance by Deux Histerie Connective by Metal Urbaine Ibad by Bernard Sjazner Exact Natural by Deo Der Tag Schl.a.ght zu by Mekanik Destruktiv Komandoh Refuge Underneath by Martial Canterel My Dream is still There by Echo West Right Hand Bob by Neo Filigrante So This is Control by Louderbach K, list posted Fuck I'm tired I'm off to bed night all.

It went till 11 like it was supposed to, Kendel was back behind the bar.

The neocons aren't a hidden organization, and they're now a large one. Watch http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Power_of_Nightmares and you'll understand. They have SUCCEEDED in removing a great majority of our rights, and now they want even more. They operate in the open and are a part of the government.

You're missing the point, people are in power NOW in the government and it HAS BEEN GOING ON for YEARS. When the government switches over to a full blown police state you'll see I was right.

They should make them into condoms instead. Goddamn people are insane. Just because it's rooted in tradition and ritual doesn't mean it's a good idea. In fact just because it's rooted in tradition and ritual should mean it's a HORRIBLE IDEA! The universe is change, which is about the only constant in it. The only good rituals I know of have to do with preventative maintenance. Like washing the car and checking the fluids, backing up your data, taking care of the house, exorcising etc... and if you can automate these tasks or make it so you have to do less work, AWESOME! Seriously though I need a bunch of those and a pit encased in glass. I know a few people who should be dropped in. Spider wasp was fucking cool too.

Lets see, I went into city club twice to use the bathroom, and that was before it was open. Didn't set foot in there the rest of the night although I did glance down the hallway a few times while walking by. I'd say that was a good night, and if Oblivion wasn't there I probably wouldn't have been either.

Wow, what an amazing night this was. It had its horrors too though tech wise, but if no one noticed then I did my job properly. Due to the power problems DJ Darks Choir couldn't actually play anything because his deck was messing up stopping/looping the track randomly between 1/4 - 1/2 of the way through. We did go track for track for a few minutes and then he also saved my ass a few others providing one of the songs the performers needed and picking up the ball while I was running off to see what the last act wanted as music "anything hard, we don't care" and I was like "ok I've got that" The room was an echo chamber too, and the system needs some tweaking but major thanks to Mike for bringing in all the sound equipment. 09:00 - Scary Guy ----- Combichrist - Get Out of My Head (not my first choice but Mike hit the play button on the track I was testing the sound system with.) This Morn' Omina - One Eyed Man Wumpscut - Soylent Green (extended version) Psyclon Nine - Hymn to the Angels' Decent Nachtmahr - BoomBoomBoom Laibach - Tanz mit Laibach (Upbeat remix) Asian Faction - Death March Aphex Twin (come to Daddy) DJ Darks Choir Suicide Commando - Love Breeds Suicide (final edit) DJ Darks Choir 22:11 - Scary Guy ----- Tumor - Zombination !Rob Zombie - How to Make a Monster (Kitty's Purrrrformance mix) Acid Horse - No Name, No Slogan (12 inch Version) DJ Darks Choir Das Ich - Destillat (VNV Nation remix) Act 1 DJ Darks Choir 23:28 ----- Front 242 - Headhunter :SG REPO: Zytrate :DQ Manson - Tainted Love :SG Nocturn - Whore :DQ Act 2 Ministry - Work for Love :SG KMFDM - Black Ball Pain - Shut Your Mouth Hanzel ünd Gretyl - Transmissions From Uranus - 10 - Starfucker NIN - Hand that feeds Pop Will Eat Itself - 1994 - Dos Dedos Mis Amigos - 01 - Ich Bin Ein Auslander.mp3 Act 3 Skyfire - Manson - this is halloween DJ Darks Choir skinny puppy - tin omen Combichrist - body beat Revolting Cocks - Da Ya Think I'm Sexy (Horny Version) Snake River Conspiracy - Coke & Vaseline Project Pitchfork - Existence Major Problem - Love Parasite Not all the acts are there, I'll pencil them in later and fix any other corrections.

People like you are why "THEY" will win. I don't really give a fuck who did 9/11, us or them (or us who trained and told them to do it) whatever. Ever since that point life in this country has continually gone downhill faster than it already was. Now they're watching everything and anyone, with anyone not following the norm or eating up the crap spoon fed to them being labeled a "terrorist/pedophile" and thrown into some overcrowded cell. Yeah I have my fun but I like to stay informed too. It's kind of like a neighborhood watch, we all take turns.

I'll see you all in a few hours. Shutting down the system now.

Just because it hasn't yet doesn't mean it won't. The crackpots of our world serve a purpose as the first line of defense against the establishment. What's worse, being too paranoid or knowing you should be?

"Polar bears are the most likely species to kill humans for food, as they assume anything they encounter is potential prey. Attacks by other bear species are usually due to the bear being startled, and they will rarely eat the body."

Thanks

Looks like an excerpt form http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ but I haven't seen it in a while so I can't be sure.

Speaking of our events calender has been updated. You should post this on the NHAA site as well.

I got mine for 1,500 and she's still going strong. Yours just sucked because you didn't get it locally and test drive it with a mechanic first. Glad you turned it around though.

the actual video in question.

"Telemarketers can suck a dick. For them I like http://www.xs4all.nl/~egbg/counterscript.html or just keep saying the word "cactus". Answer the phone and say it as the first word, then reply to everything they say with it. One smart girl played along and started repeating it. I gave her kudos but told her I still wasn't buying anything. Eventually I just stopped answering the land line (if it were up to me I wouldn't have one). The DNC list is a joke anyhow because certain groups can ignore it. Most people don't call them out on their crap either when they should be reported to the Federal Trade Commission for being douchebags." (from an earlier post of mine) As far as the DNCL goes it's crap because people can still call you for political and non-profit reasons. http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/pending/callscam.asp other good info However as far as the cellphones go http://www.snopes.com/politics/business/cell411.asp