the_fairy_gothmother

I see I see. Well I miss things sometimes lol

Im just thinking about how good things seem to be going for me now and looking up. I cant wait until I can get out and about again and have a full life! Im thinking about so many things and possibilities. also thinking about my music. I am writing some songs right now.

This shit makes me wanna cry. how could someone wanna cause so much damage much of it that may never be repaired to their bodies???? I am overweight and I hate it. I am doing everything in my power to lose it. while I may be overweight I accept I am and I carry my weight in a dignified manner as not wearing clothes that look bad on me and such. There however is a difference between pride and acceptance. I am not proud of my weight but I am not ashamed either. i know there were factors out of my control. No I did not binge eat or do much to cause this. it was a genetic and metabolic disorder I was born with. So I have for years been doing my best. I recently lost over 20 pounds. I am getting surgery. I love being fit and active. for a big girl I have no diabetes, blood pressure problems or weight related illness like sleep apnea and skin problems. I dont judge all large people for being fat but this lady does have a serious problem and this is where I have to say that is FUCKED up! I really think if anything maybe the law should get involved or a mental specialist. This is like a drug addict and what not. No one should allow this type of thing that is deadly and harmful. Her kid should be taken away unless she stops this and gets help and any man or any person supporting this should also have their heads checked cause they are sickos!

this looks EPIC. I been considering the possibility of going. Also I am signing up with Vampirefreaks.com to be a promoter for our area. That means promoting Detroit Clubs and events on Vampire Freaks and Vampire Freaks events around Detroit. I will be getting a kit with promotional goodies. Could always use a hand as well anyone who wants to join me in being a Vampire Freaks rep. There are great perks info below about becoming a promoter. Once I have my car I am going to be getting very involved in events and going to Goth and scene events in Detroit and nation/worldwide. Anyways if I am not in California around that time I just may be well going and could always use a travel buddy or more. I think also a Vampire Freaks DGN cult if theres not one already could be cool. Give me thought ideas or rants lol. Usually get a mixture of all. Now looking for event / club promoters to host vampirefreaks sponsored events and to build up a VF community in your area! We will send you freebies including vampirefreaks tshirts, frisbees, condoms, stickers, buttons, pens, any freebies we currently have in stock, to hand out at your event! Plus we will send you materials for the upcoming Triton Festival. Promoters get VIP treatment and we will list / promote your events here on vampirefreaks. Also we can get you involved in the official cult for your area, and allow you to easily target members in your area for event promotions. Currently looking only for promoters in major cities (worldwide). Please send us the following: Name Age Location Link to your vampirefreaks profile (or your page on other profile sites) Event Info (any applicable links and info) 2 Tshirt sizes requested for staff Average number of attendees email to: vampirefreakspromotions@gmail.com

I think for the most part I slept through alot of it all. Since I am pretty much nocturnal. I do enjoy a good lightning show though!

lil off topic but have u been to Bar sinister? im going there when I go to California. I will actually be makig that a regular spot most likely when I move out there. i will be an hour from La when I move to Cali.

here in my CAR! Yays I will probly go see that!

EPIC FAIL. Ok its all well and good to protect ourselves from rape. Im not gonna lie Im a victim myself. firstly not all rape is to the vagina. Mouth and ass. Sure mouths have teeth but if your being raped with someone with a weapon or some other circumstances warrants not biting then its traumatizing as well. Now you also have this scenario all the rapist has to do and many do is stick a finger up there. Oh whats this? Well well well. So most likely in a violent rape your gonna get beat and killed and probly maybe even still raped once the device is removed. Even if the attacker does not find it and shoves his genitals in that thing it better hurt alot like crippling pain. Because remember a rapist is gonna be pumped full of adrenaline so some bothersome thing getting stuck on his willy will only piss him off and then beating and killing. So it better make him scream in agony and fall to his knees while you escape. I give the creator props for trying to create something to protect women but in the real world this thing could end up being little effective. If it does help someone then awesome but I dont seeing this being effective enough to marval at. The only thing making this device work is alot of stupidity and rushing on the rapists part.

Yeah I bet it was. My bf is stoked. He is making loads of kandy.

yes I do

Congrats!!! I hope your wedding will be one to cherish and remember forever. Mine wasnt and then the relationship bombed as well. Oh well. But I am sure your going to be very happy.

I'm not anymore =^_^=

Im just thinking about my special someone right now and thinking about my trip to California.

woops it double posted somehow.

Im wearing a black skirt, black velvet cami top with a purple bra.

Im wearing a black skirt, black velvet cami top with a purple bra.

It got my brother reading too. He was always so anti school anti reading and then he picked up a harry potter book it did its magic on him.

I was very close to my grandmother and it was the hardest thing to go through with grieving for the loss. I am sure you have many fond memories and miss her. I still miss mine more than I think anyone could ever understand because she was a very important and influential person in my life that I looked up to, respected and loved. She accepted me and supported me in everything. So many many heartfelt condolences to you and your family.

Goths not dead because I'm still alive lol.

DARN my next tattoos I am getting would maybe qualify but what I have right now is not exactly beautiful more cutesy lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNwHNvFljt8 I am not a big fan of Madonna but I do enjoy this song. Even Madge has her gothy side.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBcu8YWs7uM I been in a Ramstein mood lately

Yeah I dont think I could do 2 weekends in a row. Besides I am going to Monster Massive in October in LA. HUGE Halloween Rave in the LA Stadium. I wanted to go to EDC Electric Daisy Carnival but I didnt have the money saved.