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Fashion Violations
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Homicidalheathen's topic in Fashion, Beauty and Costume.
WOW!!!!! I was reading this entire topic and so much made me laugh especially the walmart ones. Now I know i have violated fashion myself a few times. Recently what with my banged up old crocs (they were given to me and I liked wearing them to the beach and stuff) cause my sister in law stole my footwear and despite trying to find something decent for club less than $100 my horrible odd feet posed too much of a challenge. The funny thing is someone complimented those ugly things which made me scratch my head. I would rather have gone barefoot but as I been told dont touch the floor and be careful where you sit at CC. There was this one time when i bought some prep style to try fitting in. It was those awkward years where I didnt know who I was and in a desperate and foolish attempt to make friends and impress people I wasted money on that crap. Now days I rather see those stores burn down because I remember how it sucked even shopping there. The stares and glares and snotty employees. The crappy loud music and the college age guys in their underwear all over each other on the walls. Being of a large size its very hard to find decent clothing. Now i mean i dress to flatter myself and hide those unflattering bits. I would like to look and feel sexy but I do know having fat rolls sticking out will put most people off. Tho I noticed people rippin on large girls alot. Fat chicks and such. Why be so derogatory? i might be big but I think the term big gurl at least would be a little nicer than fat chick. I despise tans real or fake. Firstly because real ones well they ruin your skin and fade tattoos. Fake ones look just that fake. In the olden days Victorian times and older being tan was being lower class. It meant you were a low class working grunt. People with class and money had pale and fair skin. They prized it thats why for centuries skin powers were made. Women and even men in high socity felt having pale clean skin were extremely attractive qualities. the onyl people a nice tan works well with are people of tropical and darker skinned races. If your skin is meant to be bronze its one thing. But if your some white European deceneded person then it just for me doesnt work. and farmers tans! men and women if you for some reason have been exposed to the sun in such a way to get one of these please dont show it off. 80s fashion. Well theres nothing too much wrong with it especially if you have more of a depeche mode thing going on. But if your doing the MC hammer of madonna thing yikes. Cybergoth. Someone on here mentioned they didnt like it. Well it depends really. I dont mind doing cybergoth at times and then theres times i do vampire goth and stuff. I think having a diverse and versatile wardrobe for occassions is great. I would like to get some gothic steam punk stuff too. I seen some great steam punk goths photograped at Whitby Goth fest in England and I thought the style looked awsome. over alls!! unless ur working in a garage or studio painting and scuplting these are not cute. You can stick as much winnie the poo on them as you want. For little kids yeah cute. For adult especially the ones with shorts that i see women waer. UCK pj pants. NOT CLUB WEAR!!!!! why oh why??? i mean i love pj pants and on a lazy day if im just nippling out to a shop or something i will wear them for warmth and comfrt but going to social events and clubs in them? Lucky there is not a dress code at the door. Men wearing capris. I seen a guy in school get laughed out of school. He left home in embarrassment. He was a prep that went too far for even his own kind. long hair and facial hair on men. Well some men can pull it off some cant. It depends on the type of beard you got. Moustaches I dont really like them at all too much. But another thing i dont care for is a guy with long colored hair but his beard dont match. black hair and a blond beard just dont seem to work well together. Mohawks. Mohawks on anyone guy or girl should be maintained well. pants down low I dont like it and never weil. It does seriously look like you shit yourself. trucker hats ewwwwwwwwwwwww those and flat billed ones the ghettoish style ones just no its just not right. Did you know that Hot Topic may not be selling footwear much longer? I was told by one of the store managers that right from the CEOs mouth footwear is getitng stopped. She says it could always change but if you have not noticed already the selection and stock of footwear especially gothic has diminished. Hot Topics Sister store for the plus sized girls has also carried less and not dont even carry any gothic footwear. its all pretty much yuppy looking stuff. Torrids selection of gothic attire has gotten and worse and worse as they try getting more mainstream and trendy which is ok if you want a diverse shop for large girls but I thought Torrid was made so girls like myself into the gothic wear could have a place to go and get it in our sizes since hot topic doesnt sell anything plus sized. the main thing is people even within our own scene have their own tastes and its just a matter of finding whats right for you. I mean the ensemble i have right now isnt the greatest. I get compliments but I cuold use some better clothing. I do need a good corset in my size. Soemthing to push my boobs up into place and give me some cleavage. I dont have perky round boobies I have ok boobs but they just need that extra oomph. Its just very hard because especially bra shopping I am a big girl but i have very average sized boobs. So finding anything in my cup size is difficult because everywhere i go taht has larger measurements also have huge cups. I have awkward tits and feet lol. Tell me tho are my styles violating? Check my pictures out. I could use any tips tricks and pointers since Im new to the scene. Being a noob isnt always easy. -
sore and tired.The beauracrazy we know as the health care system is pissing me off right now. I spent last month after an appointment with my doctor pestering him to get me paperwork i needed for my surgery and finally a month later he cant be bothered and has one of the receptionist do it and its not what I needed. I call to make a appointment again stressing I need a check up because I'm in pain and thanks to my sister in laws pit bull i got a skin infection that was turning into a abscess even though i cleaned and cared for it. I took matters into my own hands yet again to treat my own self and it looks like I finally nipped it in the bud. thank god I know good treatments for skin infections due to my studies on tattooing and piercing. Antibiotics may have helped but I was finally able to buy some solution from Scotland that has a perfect blend of natural ingredients that cleanse and heal. Everything else was just taking too slow to work and that dog got me good and deep with its sharp pointy claws so despite rigorously cleansing the filth on its nails was deep enough to hide and fester. Nothing too gruesome luckily a small amount of puss but nothing like the infection my mom got on her back one time. Because thanks to our wonderful doctor not wanting to drain the abscess which really needed to be done so badly because no amount of antibiotics and heat applications and stuff were gonna get rid of it I had the disgusting task of treating a wound that could have turned into a bad staph infection. I suppose we should have let it go on and sued for malpractice but my poor mum was in pain and couldn't do hardly anything and half her back was red and swollen. Sadly even I get the run around on some stuff even with full insurance coverage so its not like They gotta worry about me paying anything.. I cant wait to move and hopefully find a much better doctor and medical clinic.
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hmm i coudnt help but notice this guy washed his hands alot.
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Thanks for enlightenment. I just kind of wondered if there was connections thats all. Not dissing them their stuff isnt my thing but I know alot of people who like them and have met or know them. One of my school friends had a hatchet riders car club in our town. I just am new to alot of things like being a socially active member of society lol.Forgive my noobiness
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Pictures That Describe How You Feel
the_fairy_gothmother replied to phee's topic in Pictures, Photography and Art
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Songs that can MAKE you cry...
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Rev.Reverence's topic in Music Discussion
A farmer there lived in the north country, a hey ho and me bonny o And he had daughters one, two, three, The swans swim so bonny o These daughters they walked by the river's brim a hey ho and me bonny o The eldest pushed the youngest in The swans swim so bonny o. Oh sister, oh sister, pray lend me your hand a hey ho and me bonny o and I will give you house and land The swans swim so bonny o I'll give you neither hand nor glove a hey ho and me bonny o Unless you give me your own true love The swans swim so bonny o. Sometimes she sank, sometimes she swam a hey ho and me bonny o Until she came to a miller's dam The swans swim so bonny o The miller's daughter, dressed in red a hey ho and me bonny o She went for some water to make her bread The swans swim so bonny o. O father, o daddy, here swims a swan a hey ho and me bonny o It's very like a gentle woman The swans swim so bonny o They laid her on the bank to dry a hey ho and me bonny o There came a harper passing by The swans swim so bonny o. He made harp pins of her fingers fair a hey ho and me bonny o He made harp strings of her golden hair The swans swim so bonny o He made a harp of her breast bone a hey ho and me bonny o And straight it began to play alone The swans swim so bonny o. He brought it to her father's hall a hey ho and me bonny o And there was the court assembled all The swans swim so bonny o He laid the harp upon the stone a hey ho and me bonny o And straight it began to play alone The swans swim so bonny o. There does sit my father, the King a hey ho and me bonny o And yonder sits my mother the Queen The swans swim so bonny o And there does sit my brother Hugh a hey ho and me bonny o And by him William, sweet and true The swans swim so bonny o. And there does sit my false sister Anne a hey ho and me bonny o Who drowned me for the sake of a man The swans swim so bonny o. -
Songs that can MAKE you cry...
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Rev.Reverence's topic in Music Discussion
This song based off of a poem has no happy ending. It is tragic and sad after our hero and his love bid what they thought were temporary farewells. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2CFM4ev-g8 THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding— Riding—riding— The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. II He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin; They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh! And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky. III Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, And he tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred; He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord's daughter, Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. IV And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked Where Tim the ostler listened; his face was white and peaked; His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay, But he loved the landlord's daughter, The landlord's red-lipped daughter, Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say— V "One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I'm after a prize to-night, But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light; Yet, if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day, Then look for me by moonlight, Watch for me by moonlight, I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way." VI He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand, But she loosened her hair i' the casement! His face burnt like a brand As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast; And he kissed its waves in the moonlight, (Oh, sweet, black waves in the moonlight!) Then he tugged at his rein in the moonliglt, and galloped away to the West. PART TWO I He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon; And out o' the tawny sunset, before the rise o' the moon, When the road was a gypsy's ribbon, looping the purple moor, A red-coat troop came marching— Marching—marching— King George's men came matching, up to the old inn-door. II They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead, But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed; Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side! There was death at every window; And hell at one dark window; For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride. III They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest; They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast! "Now, keep good watch!" and they kissed her. She heard the dead man say— Look for me by moonlight; Watch for me by moonlight; I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way! IV She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good! She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood! They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years, Till, now, on the stroke of midnight, Cold, on the stroke of midnight, The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers! V The tip of one finger touched it; she strove no more for the rest! Up, she stood up to attention, with the barrel beneath her breast, She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again; For the road lay bare in the moonlight; Blank and bare in the moonlight; And the blood of her veins in the moonlight throbbed to her love's refrain . VI Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear; Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance? Were they deaf that they did not hear? Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill, The highwayman came riding, Riding, riding! The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still! VII Tlot-tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night! Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light! Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath, Then her finger moved in the moonlight, Her musket shattered the moonlight, Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him—with her death. VIII He turned; he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood Bowed, with her head o'er the musket, drenched with her own red blood! Not till the dawn he heard it, his face grew grey to hear How Bess, the landlord's daughter, The landlord's black-eyed daughter, Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there. IX Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky, With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high! Blood-red were his spurs i' the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat, When they shot him down on the highway, Down like a dog on the highway, And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat. * * * * * * X And still of a winter's night, they say, when the wind is in the trees, When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, A highwayman comes riding— Riding—riding— A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door. XI Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard; He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred; He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord's daughter, Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. -
Steampunk
the_fairy_gothmother replied to freydis's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
WHITBY~~~Whitby Gothic Weekends I so wanna go. I will eventually I got friends and family near there. I believe you will have a much better time in Whitby than London! So much going on all weekend different events and bands playing! -
Fav pic of yourself
the_fairy_gothmother replied to punk_princess's topic in Pictures, Photography and Art
That rox! I love it!You look gorgous! -
Labyrinth Memories
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Joey Deadcat's topic in Nightlife, Events & Concerts
keep that happening i will be one veyr happy customer lol. now its time to listen to the Jagermeister love song. -
Ooo there was one film that was rather disturbing. funny games. Anyone ever see it? the guys who hold a vacationing family hostage and torture them and kill them purely for their own entertainment? The humiliations and pain without any hope of survival? Not just killing them and getting it over but making them suffer and plead for life or death? You keep hoping someone will makke it out alive. Somone nearly did a little boy but they got him. The parents even had to watch them murder the kid. Its some twisted shit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxD59GHVufA
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Labyrinth Memories
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Joey Deadcat's topic in Nightlife, Events & Concerts
have no memories but I certainly would like to check it out! -
What Song Is Stuck In Your Head Right Now?
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Der Nister's topic in Music Discussion
I love this film and this song always gets stuck in my head. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG2u-wSvOZ8 -
Ok so I have here another low budget horror flick to share with you. An independent studio called the Raptors Den is making a horror film fro a legendary haunted road. It is based on a cry baby bridge but they are not going to make this another paranormal or blair witch style thing. It will have action, it will have special effects and will have quality cinematography. I hope to see good things from it and might even take part as an extra in it after all I know most of the people producing it. check out their myspace to get the supplimental and background information on the film and legend Might I add Ellen Sandweiss costar with Bruce Camp in Evil dead is starring in this film.
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come out and camp near morrow road they making a film about the legend. I went to school with the people making it and might even get a tiny extra role my self which i hope i can die a gruesome death! This film is going into production and this trailer was made by the raptors den a independent film studio. They are gathering the funds and everything. So far doing quite good as they already attracted Anchor Bay entertainment for distributing and have well known names in the production and horror film genre working with them like actors from the Evil dead. I have hopes for this film. Afterall this road is only but a couple miles away from me.
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What piercings turn you on?
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Azeuron's topic in Fashion, Beauty and Costume.
labret was my first facial piercings well i did a nostril when i was young and dumb to myself but was smart enough to realise it was going to end up infected for it was healing slowly hurting bad i did it wrong so i removed it before it caused any serious damage. Labret i had done profesiosnaly. I love it because its versatile for me. I can wear a labret or lip ring. -
rednecks
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Homicidalheathen's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
Yup like me. As I said I am from a small town and well my family and relatives are pretty much red necks. I guess I have even done my fair share of red neck activities and as a child was fed coon and squirrel bbq lol. I mean here in this town i made the confed flag thing a mention because my school and people i knew did that alot. So im just like i said a blowing nonsense smoke out my ass and b my limited social interaction and longtime isolation growing up make it rather odd for me to speak tactfully enough without coming off the wrong way. Guess it would be better to just keep it zipped in my case. I wouldnt want to give anyone the wrong impressions of me. I would never mean to be insulting or arrogant. I definately dont know what the hell I talk about half the time. Just me being me. Foot in the mouth Cathy I also struggle with word vomit. Its a nervous thing. -
I agree with you. I consider humans to be multifaceted like gemstones. having different sides and qualities. Some sides rougher than others.I am many things myself and somethings even contradict each other. I just guess I have a narrower taste in musical genres. I like many flavors of music but gangsta rap never did much for me, along with country and a few other genres lol. I have been called emo tho much less now that I have gotten a more hardcore goth thing going on with the falls and what not. I am very emotional it comes along with the mental illnesses I have. Noone understands me I hate you all! No just joking!
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Paranormal Activity
the_fairy_gothmother replied to d:konstruct's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
EVIL DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!and sequals rock! I am pretty much stuck to 2 types of horror. The vampire werewolf monster type and the demonic exorcist type. I have my beliefs on the paranormal, supernatural and demons from my faith. Do I believe in ghosts and ghoulies that make things go bump in the night that are some long departed soul of our loved ones? No. To me there are evil spirits and demons but they are not of us. They are celstial and sub beings that exist and know how to manipulate us especially if we are sensitive to spiritual energies. They can take our memories and our superstitions and use them to suck the power out of us. My house is truly possessed by very negative forces. One reason for that is misery loves company and boy this house is full of it. With my family and their misery and pessimistic views on life not to mention my brother and his very hateful, angry personality this house is a magnet for the evils that feed off those raw and horrible emotions. Plus add some death, superstiions, living alone without neighbours on a unpaved road where your house is at the end of a street and shares no other addressed. The nearest cross street is Elm street which basically when you get to the end of a very short street you go right for mine and left for Elm. I also got a spookiesh house that resembles the Amityville horror. One things that this negative energy does do in a good way is deter trouble makers and thieves from the property. As a kid growing up when I went into the woods to hang out will the kids street over they all said they were scared of or told not to venture close to or near my house for there were rumours. From witches to ghosts and cannibals even.LOL. Afterall who in their right mind especially at night wants to come back to a lonely house in the woods where you could possibly get shot for trespassing ( not even have signs posted )or munched on by a dog or pack of them? As charming as this old place is for the fact it is a enigma and many people know it exists back here the negativity, emotionally draining and physical draining of the presences do make me want out all the more! Another reason I need to get far away from here. It is so depressing being in this house and I am sure its contributed to my destroyed relationship as well. -
in regards to ICP I have noticed that within the scene there are juggalos and juggalettes. Am I missing a connection here? I know they dress up like evil sadistic clowns but I just cant seem to wrap my head around the scene people who dig them and their music. I guess it will be one of those mysteries my brain will not know unless its explained to me. I just dont link hardcore gangsta shock rap to the scene I am into.
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rednecks
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Homicidalheathen's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
Awww I don't hate you! I guess some could consider me one though(just for the fact I like in a sort o hick town)I tend to stay as far as I can from that lifestyle or frame of mind. I am a proud Yankee northerner though it does not matter too much to me because Im just myself. A strange twisted piece of complimenting and contradicting elements. I guess for some Rednecks its a choice for others they were born into it and know no better. For me I do not conform to any particular stereotype and as much as I am more goth and freaky people are surprised when they get to know me other aspects of my life that are otherwise completely opposite or almost in a way contradicting to my lifestyle and habits. If waving the confed flag and wishing the south won floats your boat well do what makes you happy. Who am I to judge or condemn you and stop you from your happiness? Man one thing I do get is very observant and over analytical. Its that science geek in me. (yup I got all As in science lol and even tho Im a C word (not c*** either) I studied and received good grades on the theory of evolution) So please forgive me folks if I ramble on for ages. Probly just blowing smoke out my asshole, I guess that would be useful for becoming a steampunk)Wow parenthesis within parenthesis I am making order of operations word problem to solve. -
rednecks
the_fairy_gothmother replied to Homicidalheathen's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
Hmmmmmm Well there are some funny ones. I think people love more to make fun of them than hate them. afterall with Jerry Springer,My name is Earl and The blue collar Comedy guys like Jeff Foxworthy and Larry the cable guy providing us with side splitting laughs about these characters people tend to find them fascinating. I mean personally i got some rednecks or wanna be ones. cough cough my brother. He thinks hes a redneck. then you got that whole country music movement singing how proud they are to be a redneck. I had a friend who destroyed my brain with that Redneck woman song. Its not my thing. I find real ones for most part I know personally to be quite stupid and annoying. Very backwards and men are typical chauvinist pigs with no common decency or hygiene and treat women rather crudely in a way that makes me sick though these women are sort of happy with it until their guy sleeps with his or their cousin or something. My aunts long time partner never married they had a kid but now hes got a cousin living with them and sleeping together. What a sad reality that some of these stereotypes seem to be true. I hate stereotyping but red necks seem to make themselves easy targets for that. My brother well hes a confused man and doesn't truly know who he is. The red neck thing in his life stems off his learned racism from prison years mainly, which when your needing to have someone to keep bubba off your back (not implying all guys who do ass raping are of another race cause all races have their fair share in the butt raping thing)in prison sticking with the neo nazis, aryians and ku klux members can easily persuade a weak minded individual like my brother. So now he drives big old trucks on high suspension and even put a power wheels shell on a quad suspension for when his kid wants to drive power wheels he can be like daddy and also wave his confederate flag. I guess its also our location. Its easier to fall into the hick lifestyle when you live near the stix with hunters and fishers and avid sports men plus a more dominantly white community. So red necks love them or hate them? I would way just love to laugh at them and occasionally with them if their humor like Larry and Jeff or good ol Kletus from the simpsons talks about his book learning with his pack of kids. Oh and dont forget the memorable episodes of family guy when Peter becomes a redneck and gets Quagmire fired or they move to deep south for FBI witness protection. Anyways heres a funny slideshow of red neck ingenuity. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVw_VtWkNEk Oh nothing against Lynard Skynard fans out there but if your sweet home is Alabama move there cause its MICHIGAN where you live!!!!! I just s'pose it can be rather annoying to me listening to that cause it just seems to yell POSER!!!!!!if your not from Alabama and never intend on living there. -
Steampunk
the_fairy_gothmother replied to freydis's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
I love Steam punk it is very classy and beautiful mixing the old victorian style and the whimsy of the industrial era. Even films are including steampunk themes. Look at wild Wild West. You have the american west with the victorian fashion and the crazy steam inventions and stuff. Anime and manga have also helped popularise it. If you want some great info Google it and wiki it. I think its delightful and can add more to the scene and step away from the more traditional and stereotypical trends in the scene. In England especially they are embracing this and if you look at the Whitby Goth Weekends you see alot of very awsome exmapls of great steampunk fashions, gear and accessories. -
This is my theme song and my ring tone on my phone. I consider my life a Beautiful Tragedy. I seen them at Ozzfest and I love Maria Brink! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzowWG-BGbs