the_fairy_gothmother

hehe i need more clothes my wardrobe is very limited at the moment. I seen loads of ncie corsets on http://www.vampsandtramps.com/showcategory.aspx?categoryid=70 and i can get custom sizes so I might have to save up money or see who would spoil me lol. Im getting furry boot covers soon they. I ordered them during a pre order. I cant wait to get them.

this pic was fun and reminds me of the great time i had my first night at CC. tho really i prefer this one

hmmmmm i will take bowie even now in his older age than a skiier lmao

Well I am single recently divorced. No rush for long term thing but if it happens this time I will be more leary and selective. I have learned hard lessons from my recently wrecked marriage so from now on I will try being more selective and picking someone thats completely not the opposite of me cause Paula Abdul your song opposites attract stinks! That concept only works for magnets not people! There are some romantic interests in my life. To name a couple theres a very nice British guy coming to see me that Ive known for years. Mike but I known him as Magus.Im a tad leary since the last chap was a brit. Cept Magus is much more fun and interesting. You will all have the chance to meet him at City Club!Hes waiting on a passport problem. He was adopted so when he applied there were some identification problems since he dont have a birth cert and just a adoption paper. soon as hes got his passport tho its party time! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kdWCydq-Jw Watch him on the game show Britain's best brain! I ave a huge crush on another guy in a band and he plays keyboard.We are just friends and he knows i got a crush but eh its all good. I was amazed about his age though. He dont look it. Im not gonna spill the beans tho. Then a third guy. Well who knows what the future brigs. We have a great friendship and have fun together. I guess depending on how things go especially with Magus and how my friend feels will be a deciding factor for me having a new boyfriend. I know a few guys have crushes on me but well at the time Im not too interested. So yeah tell me what you think of Magus!

wearing my old the Darkness concert t and a black skirt I made.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISkoycroGoI I love them in AFI and Blaqk Audio is just amazing! I heart DAVEY HAVOC!!!!!!!

i will probly be there! I met mark now to meet ronan!

Well i didnt really notice any bouncers. I mean once I was past security I was just dancing and having a good time. I guess I take little notice in some stuff. I dont do drama or cause a scene I just have fun and say hullo Do you need a Fairy Gothmother?

right now im not wearing anything lol

sign.... luckies. Im stuck at home.

I will be there! YAAY

i wish I could go. no car, no ride, no fun sigh....

I am thinking about how lonely I shall be this weekend. All my friends are in or around Detroit and I have no car. sigh.... My ex depressed me because he rubbed in the fact hes going to see Tim Burtons Alice in Wonderland at imax with his new gf. I been wanting to see that since I found out it was in production. Anyways I been knitting and mindlessly zoning out into my dream worlds. Trying to escape the pain of reality. They are so wonderful and i have such a vivid imagination. However once I snap back into reality it punches me in the head and laughs at me. Makes a mockery of my pitiful existance. I want to curl up and die sometimes because the pain I suffer day and and day out. the loneliness and heartbreak. No one to snuggle and gaze into their eyes. the cold reality that I am all alone sends chills down through my body and I shudder and shiver while my emotions are torn up. My very soul is shaken to the core. there is such a void there. My heart aches so much. My eyes are so sore from crying. My head aches. My body is tired. I wanna sleep but I cant I am too restless. So thats how I feel.

I am thinking about how lonely I shall be this weekend. All my friends are in or around Detroit and I have no car. sigh.... My ex depressed me because he rubbed in the fact hes going to see Tim Burtons Alice in Wonderland at imax with his new gf. I been wanting to see that since I found out it was in production. Anyways I been knitting and mindlessly zoning out into my dream worlds. Trying to escape the pain of reality. They are so wonderful and i have such a vivid imagination. However once I snap back into reality it punches me in the head and laughs at me. Makes a mockery of my pitiful existance. I want to curl up and die sometimes because the pain I suffer day and and day out. the loneliness and heartbreak. No one to snuggle and gaze into their eyes. the cold reality that I am all alone sends chills down through my body and I shudder and shiver while my emotions are torn up. My very soul is shaken to the core. there is such a void there. My heart aches so much. My eyes are so sore from crying. My head aches. My body is tired. I wanna sleep but I cant I am too restless. So thats how I feel.

I am in my happy place right now. This is the world I like to visit. A goblin masquerade with the Goblin king, waltzing and swaying to the music in a ballroom full of whimsy and laughter. Looking into his deep mysterious eyes. his arms around my waist and holding hands. Our faces close smelling the sweet warm breath. Everything is right yet there is that sinister edge. Soemthing evil and lustful lurks in the shadows. Unlike Sarah screw my baby step brother. Keep me forever Jareth. I will be your queen. We shall dance for eternity.

Yeah i get tattoos and piercings plus I been to England so I got like a 20 year ban on giving blood incase I have Mad Cow now lol

My biggest fear is being alone and not having someone to snuggle with on a cold dark night or share things with and talk to. This divorce I am going through makes this fear pretty much a reality right at the time and Not having a loving warm body to snuggle with and cuddle depresses me. I make do with my sock monkeys. Still they can ever replace a soft warm fleshy man that would wrap his arms around me and look into my eyes and make the world feel ok.

Anyone planning on going? I really want to. I had planned on it but a couple friends were unable to. This months looks very interesting. Full moon Fangtasia. Perfect for me since I am really into vampire stuff. I really would love a slave. I just lack transportation and stuff. If anyone thinks they are interested let me know. I would love to tug a slave around on a leash.

Take your pick I have plenty of them what piercings turn me on. Nipples, septums, snakebites and labrets. Lip rings too on either side or middle and industrials.

HELP ME its destroying my brain cells!

ahhhh. oh well. Cant have everything perfect. I just tell people if they turn down wrong road when getting me Freddy Krueger (elm is the street next to me) will get them and they will see last house on left and you know what that meas! Tho my place is pretty creepy too being it is shaped like and looks similar to the Amityville.Feels creepy due to all the negative energy and evil spirits as well. Tho the windows are square on the front and our walls dont bleed. I mean my brother has stabbed me and shit. but hes just a sociopath anyways.

Awww Pomba girl you should have come to our room we had alot of liquor! But yes Garb took care of ya and he took care of me and his friends and everyone just about and hes a sweetheart!!!!!! Garbeldena is the BEST to party with!!!!!!! yay! I would have flipped u 5 too but my money was everywhere and in his pockets too since my booby pockets are the greatest i had no bra and nothing relaible to hold my things in or my boobs up for that matter. I need a good corset! Well was nice to meet you! i hope to become a regular fixture at the club. I am afterall The Fairy Gothmother!

This video is fuckin hillarious!