the_fairy_gothmother

time to get the frying pan out!C'mon you old geezer!! lol

Maybe a goth girl band should be the 4 dead grandmas lol.

You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! Well i actually have bipolar borderline, with anxiety and panic, and PTSD lol YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Once I live closer and have a way there that would be fun. I have been having a look into this and it looks interesting. I have never done it before but I found a character sheet and some info on the clans and games and stuff. I will have to get some new fangs i lost mine lol. Well anyways I hope to sometime in the future give this a try. It truly sounds fun. I wouldnt mind playing a vampire. Several of the clans interest me.

Theres alot of songs that could reflect my mood but i gues this one is one I can relate to. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNkmv_YqSmM&feature=player_embedded

Thanks everyone for your kind words. I just been dealing bestI can. I suppose it will be for the better. He stifled me and held me back. I now can be free and be myself. Its painful to lose things but oh well put it behind me and start anew! thanks im glad i got such cool friends on here to talk to

moving on HOPE

a couple videos that make me cope through this ANGER sadness

a couple videos that make me cope through this ANGER sadness

Well I think I got that beat with my own nerdy picture. BAND GEEK yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Theres me n my sargent peppers uniform.

Well I never thought this could have happened to me but here I am in the beginging of divorce precdings. The story starts like this. Girl meets guy from England in chat room. They chat for a year and meet. Are madly in love with each other but guy becomes a cheating horn dog and breaks girls heart time after time. She was willing to make it work out but he fell in love with someone else because she was a goth with bipolar and a dysfunctional family. Well i suppose its my fault for being such a sucker. So now here I am alone hurting and in pain. My heart ripped to shreds. I thought it would be forever. I always thought till death do us part. I wanted to be different than much of my family that have gotten divorces. He went after a 7 yrs younger 20 yr old. Some yuppy prepster.So screw him! Maybe one day a guy who will love me for who i am and be much nicer will come along. I am in no rush though as I think my heart has taken all it can and being able to love again just seems hard to think about. After all i did for him and gave in this relationship. Now hes finally getting a job and making an effort but its not for me its for another girl. Oh well I guess thats life for ya.

Ok I had to take a look to refresh my mmemory but I am not seeing the complete connection. I suppose they do wear some funky headgear but I dunno lol.

Heres a new fave. Me and my best friend Captain Morgan. And look hes got tattoos too!

Well dream hair is big long purple and black dreads!I will be getting them lol. As for now feast your eyes on my new hair falls!

Well hopefully we can all be great friends after this is said and done and we can drool over my cool photos lol. Well not that I would think anyone would. Anyways I just wanna get along and have FUN! I am The Fairy Gothmother after all so children play nice or i will have to curse you all.

well i actually can say im no poser i didnt even start listening to them until recently. I like alot of groups some of which are not even heard of in our area but other parts of the US and world. The scene in Detroit yeah i can see why you say that. Detroit is a shadow of itself with the economic crisis. However if you look at goth communities in other parts of the US and world you will see they still thrive and go strongly. Of course still expect some of the normal drama that happens. No matter what clique group or community we are in we are human and its easy to fall into the bad habit of being a gossip and drama mama. I guess thats just the people I will learn to avoid at least when they are being like that. For me being a goth is a lifestyle and scene i feel comfortable in. It allows me to express my creative and unqiue side and gives me something interesting to talk about. I also thought if I was going to be stared at for being chunky I might as well give them something extra to look at. If people consider me a poser for whatever reason fine their opinion and we all know the old saying opinions are like assholes everyones got one.

Well from an unbiased standpoint and being new to the scene I found the event great. All the acts are very talented and have a passion for what they do. They enjoy themselves and enjoy performing and I being an artisti myself only know that if your passionate about what you do then the other stuff doesnt matter as much. If I had been discouraged everytime a gallery artist meet and great and opening had a small turnout out when my work was on display then why would I bother? Well I do because I enjoy it and the extra stuff is a bonus!. Now i know the goth scene is a bit more acceptable and non judgemental but its people like you jynxx or whatever that give our community a bad name. If we are to show the world that the goth community is made of talented, intelligent and creative individuals only wanting to be unique instead of whiney depressive losers that cut each other down just as much as the norms do than you my friend are going about it the wrong way. Aaron mr cats eye works very hard and enjoys what he does. The bands do too and everybody had a great time including myself. Yes I have only begun being into the scene but from what I have experienced so far I only want to be in it more! However I hope not to run into to many people like yourself if you throw such harsh judgements out because its like high school all over again. Someone berating and acting like some preppy jock talkin like they are so mch better than you or I heard this person blah blah bullshit. Dude be positive and focus on doing what you do best which i hope is being a performer and living a independant life doing what you want and enjoy.

Well just thought I would put up to the attention of single straight males that I am interested in maybe dating. I am 25 and my husband and I have split. He had an affair several times because he couldnt handle being with a scene woman thats all goth and finally decided to go see a chick long term. I am looking mainly to meet people and make friends and see how things go. i prefer people same age maybe 2 years younger 5 older at most. I dont have or want kids, I hate drama, I am pretty simple and laid back but can be fun bubbly and high strung. I enjoy being spontaneus, having fun and I do not like sports, or hot rod heads. vampires are my things. I have several piercings and tattoos and getting plenty more. I am large now but getting surgery soon to correct it. i am for the most part a healthy, fun, kind and bubbly person. I have black hair but im getting cyberdreads installed sometime soon if all goes wells and weasr falls and stuff. I am a artist, photographer and graphic designer. I own a sock monkey collection and loads of stuffed animals. I am still sort of a child myself and enjoy having some freedom in life without kids.Dont have my license and a car at the moment partially due to my ex. I will get those sorted out soon. hit me up online psycocat84 yahoo or psycocat30@hotmail.com I am on Vvampire freaks and other sites too. Ok time for sleep im passing out on my keyboard.

Hello everyone. Just to let you know Mr photographer is someone I actually know and lives in the same town. I can assure your hes safe and does not bite. Hes a musican and it doesnt harm try to post an ad up. Of course yes it would help getting into the scene a bit more but like me I am sure he does not always have the ability to get to Detroit as often as he may like. If any of you feel like you would like to be a model and get nice photos in exchange then I think theres no harm or risk with him. I could even come if that made you feel better. The weirdest thing he might want u to do is pose with his blue acousitic guitar lol.

I went!!! It was awsome. turnout for a tuesday night and it was snowing was around 80. The bands were great and Joe partied till he passed out. I got some great pictures from the show