I've started to realize that different cultures, just like different worldviews, affect our emotions, and that cultural conflict is a perpetual aspect of society. I've started to see my writer's block as coming from cultural apathy based somewhat on preference falsification, and that my best writing was done, and my most productive times as a writer, were all under the conditions of having a different attitude than what I've had recently. For fringe culture to grow it requires as much or more pretension as what mainstream culture has when looked at completely objectively, which is a level that is utterly extreme, so its self-affirming to me to finally understand that I can't be extremely productive writing fiction or making art in general until I understand that I need a mold a consistent attitude with creating where collective honesty is more important than collective sanity.