Class-Punk

Happy, but it should end soon when I realize how much homework I actually have.

Chew long and prosper.

Crashing. Time for power nap no. 2.

If something is irrational and involves me, its extremely hard for me to let it go. And my bullshit meter has been on full blast for months with the way colleges decide on their prerequisites. But even though I've now officially voiced my opinion I don't expect to change anything.

That sucks.

It will be interesting to see what else these printers can make in the future.

I plan to make video blogs out of all my essays for sure. The only place I could do it at is at my friends house and I'm drowning to death in a sea of numbers, choking on equations and alien terminology and symbols, some of which change by the decade.. until someone finally finds me and I'm dead, with the loop in a giant foam number 9 wrapped around my neck, which just happens to be a brand new episode of Sesame Street's number of the day. 9's menacing foam eyes will be filled with a misanthropic bloodlust, his red tail almost in a grin of capricious fulfillment.. dangling under my purple, expressionless face as the laugh of the Count reverberates in the background..

This laser sound effect is making me think I should try to get my other pc working. I swear when I start making music again I'm using Milkytracker and FL, so I can take 16 bit chiptune melodies and reverberate them with guitar and FL synths. Because of Milkytracker I think my greatest Dreamwave will be yet to come. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKcACBQidSA

Abstract.

I now see romantic love and falling in love as a culture based purely on internal fantasy, which underneath that is the biological need for sex. The "nice guy" or "nice girl" may be acting on a fantasy which is not how they'd actually act around their friends and family, but they can't totally be at fault, because under this theory they were brainwashed from the start. They don't realize that besides sex any lasting relationship has no discernable qualities from a close platonic friendship because romance is culture and delusion. I have a theory in the essay I'm writing which explains why "nice girl" isn't a more popular term. It goes back to gender behavior and the idea that women are more likely to multitask and divert attention. Thus their romantic fantasies are more likely to be shorter or shift around more than men's. The nice girl is worse than the nice guy because when her mask cracks there is a Feminist army behind her to support male disposability. The myth of falling in love could be bigger than Feminism in perpetuating the massive self-entitlement I've found in most of the Westernized women I've tried to date have. Her entitlement or greed goes beyond a typical nice guy's want for sexual acceptance, towards male enslavement via romantic traditionalism (marriage, chivalry), divorce court, and any other Feminist special priviledges in that relationship (like not working, and hiring nannies to watch her kids), for the sole purpose of achieving her own romantic fantasy. Here is a video illustrating how all this can go down: One of the reasons I am a religious skeptic and Science lover. But at least there's critical-thinking in that identification. If its a muslim woman calling herself a Feminist for instance, nobody can blame her, because their religion pretty much fears and hates women. But the way modern Feminism is in the West, dominating the media instead of real egalitarianism, it negatively affects women when all men are stereotyped negatively or made out to be equal to the richest men which I wrote about here.

Logan's Law

I just found this while procrastinating homework.. Sign a petition to enact "Logan's Law" making a Michigan registry of animal abusers.

The feeling of being a terminal loner, made worse by the existence of Facebook. Even though I mostly only have close friends on there, so its the trade off of less social interaction for real relationships. I will always prefer forums.

Mountain Dew Fruit Punch Kickstart with a shot of mid-shelf vodka, and maybe a Tums dissolved in it, if that wouldn't screw up the taste. o_O

Ahh, lol. Sometimes my posts on here are hyperlinked pictures (pictures that when clicked takes someone to a website). If I post picture outside of the picture subforum, its usually the case that its linked to another website. I have the bias of spending too much time on the internet and think most people would pick up on it, which I could be wrong since normally clicking on pictures apparently brings up a pop-up of them. Anyways, the above picture was linked to this article: http://www.avoicefor...nd-his-manhood/

I haven't listened to this super chill tune in awhile.

Walking tacos are when Fritos are combined with melted cheese and ground hamburger made with taco seasoning. That is what I wish I had right now.

This music makes me feel 50% cooler.

I was reminded of this..

Well I feel a lot calmer than I've felt all day listening to Dark Ambient music for over half an hour, but I also just had to go make sure all the doors to the house were locked.

Should've bought beer.

Yep. Its coming back this Summer on CW. --- I am reading the Wikipedia page on Derealization Disorder. Honestly, it sounds pretty normal to me.

Back to math homework. Sounds like corporate identity theft.

The one good thing about this math class is that maybe its making my brain more balanced. My mind has been on complete overdrive since last week digging into statistics and social theories, and I feel like I am writing a little too much.. still wouldn't mind more beer though.

Sleepy.