Class-Punk

I feel completely apathetic towards Halloween.

Back and forth between writing about demons, listening to dark tunes, watching a BBC documentary suggesting Jesus lived and was a Buddhist Monk, and then catching up on Breaking Bad.

The vox are strong but I think your music would be even better with some good falsetto singing or another more high-pitched, maybe deathrockish singer. I'm not as big a fan of baritone vox alone, and for instance tend to hold Public Image Ltd over Joy Division, so just my bias. But its good to hear some new Dark Indie. I like She Lets The Light In.

Once again, boiling potatoes.

Black headphones. I'm using cheap, uncomfortably oversized, pink earphones.. they are the bane of my antagonizing, existential crisis and quite possibly the heighth of the many surreal forms of torture that I have pointlessly endured.

Calm, with extreme wishes that the power doesn't go out from lightning.

a 20oz of Coca-Cola, though I shouldn't be and it'll probably set my training back a day or two.

Black boots, blue jeans, a black caffeine molecule t-shirt.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7f-aBibJiE&NR

IMHO, the pacing is better than any anime series I've ever seen. The animation, story, and choreography are great too. --- If I can I'd like to finish at least one story by Autumn, while taking classes, staying present and not stressing, but it'd be better if I could get even more writing done than that. I need to reschedule, I should probably forget it and sleep like a caffeine vampire. I need to EQ and mess with frequencies to try to get my guitar to not clip or drown out sounds. I need to get better with Synth1. I wish I had an electric acoustic, or better yet someone to practice with.. who has somewhere quiet and gear. I need to look at Grunge tabs for power chords they were using. I need to make up half the the stuff I got for breakfast sandwiches, I need to boil some more potatoes. I need to find Planko. I need to rig Gimp for pixel art and look into tutorials; even if I don't get the time to mess with Gamemaker, it would offer me more views in DA and be a really cool thing to get good at. I need to get more songs in these playlists. I want to play Wanderlust Rebirth and Starbound sometime. I need to work out at some point this week. I need to play with the cat to help her lose weight. I need to understand the chemistry of the pesticide I'm wearing. I need to do more. >.>

I've learned its always best to tell someone if your not interested, even if it hurts their feelings, its the less evil option. I think there are parallels between the way society runs and how it structures its relationships which lead into how people define love. I have been on the opposite end of the situation but younger, where the person was full of red flags, and I learned from it; the whole scenario definitely messed me up, more than what I was, but I wouldn't blame anyone other than myself now. I've had younger women hover around that scenario but never drop the L word and if they did I'd probably tell them off since not saying anything or leading them on seems completely wrong to me.

Here.

I'll be busy through some of this week, but when I come back probably around Thursday, I'll try to post a lot.

Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood could become my favorite anime.

This has some wonderful New Wave/Shoegaze vibes. I need to see if I can emulate their strings..

There's some brand new Justin Bieber and I'm feeling masochistic enough to watch maybe a quarter minute of it. EDIT: The beginning of it has him being threatened by Michael Madsen, and at the very end of it which I skipped to after the music started, he gets beat up.

That's part of my plan. Trick people into joining the board by posing as a verbose anti-hero, instead of a stressed 20-something that makes coffee with a funnel.

How you can walk into a bar and due to the ability to have conversation, walk out with friends, even among the staff. But in any nightclub your more likely to meet social hierarchy and the sonic cornering of even the most uninformed or short socio-political and scientific banter.. Also I need to go to a thrift store and look for a vest and tie so I can be a true Class-Punk.

I don't at all consider myself anti-American, which I feel has to be repeated if you want to make constructive criticism about this country, but that does suck.