Class-Punk

As I've gotten older I've become more focused on personality than looks, and generally less judgmental. I can lower my standards, to a degree. This hasn't done much yet, but at least given me more opportunities to be social rather than create walls. Introversion and silence tend to create walls for me, and not totally to my disdain, since the brunt of the negativity is not from my perception. I still get shy around women in person I'm attracted to and don't know, usually if there are a lot of other people around; like its stirring up old anxiety attacks. Between years of studying and practicing mysticism and writing, I've become excessively introverted/silent. I think you can have a female that's not high on the general scale and her ego hits the ceiling, which I came into contact with somewhat recently.. and vice versa to a lesser extent, with someone very attractive and not obsessed with or knowledgeable of it, which I tend to think would be more likely to happen with someone less Western-minded.

Bravestation is chill; I'm going to end up playing this into oblivion.

I can't look at this because I've only started Season 4. When I first started watching I thought it was pretty messed up but I had to know what would happen next. I am a volatile story critic, and the writing for this show is good, I am addicted.

If I was to write extensively in this thread which I tested, it would go from music, to fashion, ending in Fundamentalist Christian-bashing, because this is how my mind works. My mind hates organized religion and canned potatoes, and I place blame on the potatoes on the hip-hop board, or I would if I was on one. Also, Soft Kill is awesome.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bfyuHxa1W4

Good question. For the most part I am less involved in politics because I have no control over politics. If I can't control something, I don't worry about it. I vote, and then I forget about it. I could sign petitions, but they're only petitions, so its variable. Worrying about one thing easily becomes worrying endlessly since its a pattern of behavior.

Happiness and rebellion.

Too far for me since my car is dead. But to anyone interested, there are Starbucks jobs in Warren and Detroit. http://jobs.starbucks.com/search?q=starbucks+apply+online+jobs&location=Michigan

Free thought references thoughtful free Ramana Maharshi books on free non-thinking. Food. Black conical straw hat.

Train.

If there's cleavage that's usually one reason. Women who are chunky can hide it by taking face-only shots with the camera higher up; if I've seen husky guys do this I don't remember it, probably cause they are often considered jovial and care less. Another thing is it can make you slightly look more serious/sinister to take pictures if the camera is over the eyes rather than under the chin. The whole angles thing probably didn't start with Myspace but that's where it got notorious.

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I'm going to start doing standing Military Bench Press when I work shoulders which I haven't done in forever and I'm looking forward to. Another thing with shoulders I've been doing is I alternate between normal lat raises and front lat raises with each rep, which seems to hit them harder. I'll definitely add that to the list of clean foods. If you have a turkey chili recipe I'll take it! If you do curls and pushups throw in a tricep exercise or two, its a common mistake not to train triceps, but it makes a difference in strength and arm size. Close hand "diamond" pushups, and chair/bench/regular dips are some bodyweight tricep exercises.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-WaW_Y-2KY

I was skinny when I was little because I drank milk and I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day.

Writing, listening to music, and drinking caffeine.

I Lol'd.

I'm happy with my abs since I switched sugar out with honey in my coffee. I'm also switching around exercises to shake things up. The next thing I need to do is meal preparation, which was my biggest mistake last year, due to the fact that clean eating requires a lot of cooking which is hard to do when your already hungry. So if I can eventually start preparing meals a week in advance I'll be less tempted and better off. 'grats.