the eternal

Argue for hours at length about how my posts are as short as humanly possible until he gives up

Talk about the deeprer meaning of Im Rhythmus Bleiben

I'm most definitely taken. I'm bought, paid for, signed, sealed, and delivered. And happily so. If this doesn't work out, I will give up all hope, and commit to the theory that love is a farce concocted by Hallmark.

Podcast it, baby! I want to be able to go on the site right now, and get my DJ Spiral fix.

Poi Dog Pondering Fall Upon Me Fall upon me in my quiet pain fall upon me, again and again Across wide open fields and grass down of green I'm awake but my head is in the air Wide awake, take me walking into the cold cold air. Fall upon me like a hundred flowers Fall upon me like the masseuse of hours Give me the breath of life from your loving chest. Fall upon me in the pouring rain Wet my lips again and again Give me the grace of your finger tips fall upon me.

Thats wonderful! Congrats

O. Is Stephen Colbert the most amazing person to enter a presidential race OR the greatest candidate of anything, EVER, literally redefining the meaning of greatness??

Weezer-The Good Life (off the underrated Pinkerton, a great angry, depressed, feedback-drenched, guitar-heavy album that inspired a million depressed untalented emos to pick up guitars and make awful music--Why does it all work out that way??) THE GOOD LIFE (yeah, check me) When I look in the mirror I cant believe what I see Tell me whos that funky dude Starin back at me Broken beaten down Cant even get around Without an old man came I fall and hit the ground Shivering in the cold bitter and alone Excuse the bitchin I shouldnt complain I should have no feeling cause feeling is pain As everything I need Is denied me Everything I want Is taken away from me But who do I got to blame Nobody but me And I dont wanna be an old man anymore Its time I got back to the good life Its time I got back Its time I got back And I dont even know how I got off the track I wanna go back, yeah Screw this crap Ive had it I aint no mr. cool Im a pig Im a dog So scuse me if I drool I aint gonna hurt nobody Aint gonna cause a scene Just need to admit that I want sugar in my tea Hear me? hear me? I want sugar in my tea Chorus I wanna go back I wanna go back And I dont even know how I got off the track Its time I got back Its time I got back And I dont even know how I got off the track I wanna go back, yeah

THIS IS FOR MY EX THIS IS HOW MY EX MAKES ME FEEL ANY QUESTIONS?

Doing a locate for work, getting back off DGN so Bean doesn't have my head

going back to work. I got to pick things up around here. It's been a little slow.

Thinking about double posting until more people read my crappy poem. On second thought, I'm going to get back to work, and be a f*&^%ng drone. Double posting would seem desperate, and if there's one thing I've learned is: There is NO tolerance for desperation on here OR drama OR peopel who have ttouble with spelling or grammar AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHH! I'm feeling silly

Waiting for more people to read my crappy poem. It's my first one on DGN. READ MY CRAPPY POEM, MORTALS!

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!

THINKING MANY NEW THINGS So is getting pissed off at the army Thinking of telling Phee the secret to eating Oreos or anything else and not gaining weight. It's an amazing technique used by doctors, lawyers, and celebrities everywhere! And you don't need any tools. All it takes is a: bathroom one-three fingers lack of self-esteem or concern for your future health I know what you're thinking: "Now, Eternal surely it worked for others, but could it really work for me?" Yes, yes it can. In my new book Bulimia For Beginners I consult noted experts in the field such as: Miss America 2006 Mary Kate AND Ashley Olson as well as everyday folks like my sister: Regional Midwest Amateur Gold Medal Bulimian 1986-1989 Side effects may include seeing spots, nausea, yellowed teeth, lining removal of the throat and esophagus, and in rare cases, death. If symptoms persist, don't see a doctor. They'll just be a buzzkill and tell you to love yourself and eat healthy, which keeps you from eating Oreos-the main thing in the first place. Buy my book today, at Barnes and Noble and major bookstores, workout centers, and tanning salons everywhere. And be sure to check shelves for my follow up Eat Nothing, Gain Nothing! a quick and easy way to a slimmer and happier you---this Christmas. Thinking that sometimes it's better to be sober and bored than soused and hurting the ones that love you. It's funny. Alcohol and infidelity are fun while it's happening, but it's amazing how quickly that feeling wears off, and all that you're left with is pain and regret. Sorry if I'm being an ass^&%*. Ivyavatar, stop looking at me!. I know I should be working. Don't judge me! Thinking it must be quite overwhelming to be exteremely annoyed at 95% of the world's population at once. Sad that her avatar changed since I was last here, but realized it would be tough to exude a sense of calm, even for an avatar, while being extremely annoyed at so many people at the same time. Wondering who Jadis, Jadnifer, and all other these other new J people are since I left? Nothing can change! Excuse me while I go on a rant about how City Club was the best place in the world during mid-July 1998, before they allowed baseball caps. Thinking that I need to control my addictive personality. I literally just came on here to turn off the enable notification of replies. (Is there a way for that to default as unchecked?) Worrying that my ex will always be around in all her manic depressive glory. "I want you back. I hate you, you ruined my life" Pick a f^&%ing emotion and let me know when I'm allowed to move on. Thinking I had one of the most amazing weekends of my life, and waiting for the day when it will be just me and her. I love her so much.

Really? No, really? Oh no, someone took over HH. Invasion of the Body Snatchers. Someone call for help!

Reading all of BWs posts since I was on here last, and finding out how I always f#$% up .

The Cure-Disintegration (Album) It's my "wallow" music.

The Cure-Lovesong Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel like I am fun again However, far away I will always love you I will always love you

Brought in da noise AND da funk last night

Aimee Mann Save Me You look like a perfect fit For a girl in need of a tourniquet [Chorus 1:] But can you save me Come on and save me If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone [Verse 2:] 'Cause I can tell You know what it's like The long farewell of the hunger strike [Chorus 2:] But can you save me Come on and save me If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone [bridge:] You struck me dumb like radium Like Peter Pan or Superman [Chorus 3:] You will come to save me C'mon and save me If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone 'Cept the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone But the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone [Chorus 4:] C'mon and save me Why don't you save me If you could save me From the ranks of the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone Except the freaks Who suspect they could never love anyone Except the freaks who could never love anyone (This is one of my all time favorite songs. It reminds me a little of bean's poetry--intellligent yet very straightforward, simple, right to the point)

Portishead-Undenied Your softly spoken words Release my whole desire Undenied Totally And so bare is my heart, I can't hide And so where does my heart, belong Beneath your tender touch My senses can't divide Ohh so strong My desire For so bare is my heart, I can't hide And so where does my heart, belong Now that I've found you And seen behind those eyes How can I Carry on For so bare is my heart, I can't hide And so where does my heart, belong Belong Belong Belong

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