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Christ I cant imagine that type of hell!

I've only had it a couple times. Fortunately for me, I was not dreaming at the time. I had fallen asleep on the couch and "woke" up...I was tense like a board my head pressed hard against the arm of the couch. I felt like I could not breathe, but if I could just move my head I would be ok and able to breathe. Naturally, I could not move whatsoever. It probably only lasted a handful of seconds, but it felt like forever. Very unsettling experience for sure!

Time flies huh?

Too bad I'm broke...married..and miserable lol Enjoy though gents!

Good day! May you find friends and whatever you are searching for here. Do not hesitate to reach out to any of us for questions, advice, or a good laugh. Not as many active members as the good old days (or so I've heard from you old bats [a complete a total term of endearment and affection, I swear]). Again, welcome and enjoy your time with us!

no I jjust try to enjoy the good memories and ignore the bad

amen to that girl

happened to me all the time after my accident, eventually went away, but during periods of high stress (like my current situation) it can come back in flashes

we are all here for you

Wondering if my wife and I truly love each other, missing feeling attractive and desired for, feeling unattractive, wishing I was noticed

youd turn it from dgn to tgn...tron gothic. Net

Wondering where to go in my marriage.. And thinking. If it doesn't work out...I need to come party with the only friends I have...my virtual people!

Try 1 and a half lol

because there was a ttime that I couldn't be happier...and there are still fleeting seconds of that...she's agreed to counseling immediately, if that doesn't help I'm out

Troy, tron is telling you to take a vacation lol

it can also turn them into a mega behotch who is never content lol

amazing video huh?

<iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/7sW4dwXXX7Q" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> given my situation makes me want to die

So...I've moved ALL of our stuff back to my parents house... And we are getting a divorce. Shes making all kinds of threat to my finances, child support, spousal support, limiting my ability to move/go to school, taking my son away etc. I know she can't do that, and she can't take my son away from me as I am a fit parent, but it is still scary and hurts. I know she just wants to make me feel pain like she does...but it hurts too much to bare. I cna't keep living in fear of my wife...and god knows I love her...but she makes me miserable...I haven't been happy in 2 years now... I'm just...alone... <iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/7sW4dwXXX7Q" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> this song was truly my biggest fear when I got married, that we would grow cold and apart and live/die miserable....and its all slowly coming true...and I hate myself for it perhaps even more than her...Video makes me bawl every time...even before I started feeling like this. Watching it right now and bawling to the point of hyperventillating...i hate this

Aaaand dk how this happened but...we just got a house for rent. Guy approved us without a deposit so we are going to give it a try.. Oh ya...my wife wrote a check for the rent for more than we have, so I have like 2 days to get a shit ton of money.... I hate my life and myself even more for letting it get like this.

See even depressed I can still be funny... My wife is packing her stuff as we speak

Wait wait wait...she's offering you flex pay in your home and you said no?! You have amazing self control!

attach south park to it and google it

...or that's what my friends on South Park would say...ready for an update? We had two acts of fun violence against my family in a week...so we are now back in TC broke, living with my filthy parents... My wife and I are now seperated, can't blame her, I know I haven't been the best husband or father and I loathe myself for it, thinking the relationship may be too far gone to repaor unfortunately. I now work 8p hrs a week between a restaurant an. As security for the casino. So lonely, no one to talk to. No beer, though I have started smoking some cigarettes to get me through the Saturday shift which is hell. Needless to say the only way to get through it is to revert to hardcore gothdom...I know everything will eventually work out in some way...but I'm tired of being sad and lonely...2 yrs is enough of that

Welp, some jackass wrecked into my van! So...i need 1000 dollars TODAY or I'm destitute. I'm going to go home after work and pack my wife and children's things....they shouldn't have to go throguh this. Ive lost everything... Happy birthday to me