I hear both of you on this subject. I am constantly double checking if I did something right for someone. Over and over. I have an irrational fear of failing when doing something for someone else.
I got discharged around 10 this morning. Still not 100% but good enough to come home. I now have 5 meds to take, one I take twice a day. Should be able to make it next week to the gathering. Would have posted more from the hospital but phone battery was giving up quickly so I wasn't able to.