Brenda Starrr

Dammit. Now I have NO one to hang out with on Saturday....

Keep the salamander away. I have been going through something very deep and VERY difficult. Something that only 2 people on DGN know about (besides Jeff). And only ONE MOD has bothered to check on me. That Mod is Phee. Back when I used to be a Mod, I checked on a LOT of people. Phee is the ONLY Mod who has been consistently checking on me. This is not about the 3 or 4 others who have PMed me to see if I'm ok. I'm beginning to think it's time for me to fly... Thank you, Phee. And you 3 or 4 others that are NOT Mods.

*Looks back at Tyger Lily's post a ways up* Fuck that shit. I'm not whining. I'm BITCHING. I feel out of the loop. I almost feel like I don't give a shit. I'm sick an tired of giving up things for other people's needs. I want MY needs to be not only cared for, but SATISFIED. I don't feel like I have to explain jack shitto anyone. I feel that my husband is am awesome photographer. I feel like NO ONE (besides Jeff) is even THERE for me. Fuckin'-a... At least I love where I work. I just need more clients.

If not, you can hang out with me. Jeff's going to be at a tournament, I think. I haven't seen you in forever.

Like I want to tell so many people to go fuck themselves.

Like I would enjoy that WAAAAY too much. It's a vagina. Right? RIGHT?? I had fun SKATING tonight. It was so nice to see BeanTernal. I needed that release. Far too much has happened in our lives this week that has literally drained me. I still don't feel "right."

Close to 50. Slackers...

Like this week was the hardest, most painful week I've ever been through. Like a certain person will NOT "man up." Like things will improve, but no idea when. Like at least there is a light at the other end of the one tunnel. Like I need fresh ink to make me feel a little better.

Just...heartbroken.

Once my clientele grows, I might be able to contribute again.

Crampy. But, at least I'm in a better mood.

Whatever you do, avoid L'Oreal. I loved their HiP products, untilI found out that the company does animal testing. I don't care how awesome a produst is. I won't support them at all if they test on animals.

Like if it weren't for skating, I'd be far angrier.

Like I'm really disappointed right now. Like I don't believe in god anymore, and that when I die, I'm not going to heaven. I'm going into an oven, and then a nice urn. Like christianity is complete and utter bullshit. Like I don't want anyone to ask why. Jeff & I are fine, the kids are still alive, and we haven't sacrificed any pets. I just don't feel like talking about it. What may be small potatoes to you might be somewhat of a big deal to me. My job is fine (you could book some appointments. Maybe I'll talk). My marriage is fine. Everything else can suck it. ...

Like I want to buy sandals and one of those Town Gowns from the Old Navy commercial. Also, likeI want people to book pedicures ths week. Sandal season is upon us!!!

Chakra Khan

This is why you don't see us out much. I have very little tolerance for asshattery.

I feel like we need a less expensive place to live. I feel pretty serious about this.

Like I love the word "twat."

Like my son is on a road to nowhere, and I'm out of ideas...

Oh, I like yours better.

Skate night.... I'm not buying a silly hat