I too am confused by your bad luck littlepinkkitty. You are one of the most amazingly attractive women I know, and really sweet to boot. All I can say is just hang in there, don't try so hard, and just enjoy each day of you being you, and the right one will come along eventually. I know it's not much encouragement, but I've seen it work out for a lot of people I know, so I pray it'll all work out for you too.