AstralCrux

I still have it.

I have no will to fight anymore. Eventually, that will do me in. And I'm not even fighting anything life threatening, I just lost faith that I'm worth bothering over.

I forget, if I hope I get kicked. I'm going with I dream I never have hope or anything resembling hope. Bah!

I could see about borrowing my dad's projection screen and blowing up the shows on a wall. We would need a flat white wall. I have one, and the room is full of unnessicary things.

Ummm... working... and bored.

I've woken up and had some scents that brought back mixed memories, but I do have a pretty distinct scent memory. I can vividly see what I saw during the time the memory was caught, or if it is a collection of emotion- like with lilacs, I feel the concept of the memories.

I'm going to watch this poor confused old lady in my lobby, and I'm hoping the seminar she went to didn't cost her anything.

My coworker keeps pointing out what appears to be a lesbian convention wandering around the hotel.

You'll find that by holding back feelings in the begining, it will help avoid painful and unnessicary relationships that could have been avoided.

In my experience, I found that alot of the muscle/back pain I'd had for years may have stemmed from acid reflux. It wasn't until I had a full episode and discovered the medicine that I went, "Holy crap, I don't feel my back pain!" I also find that the detoxing ionizer I have at home helps too. Really should use that more often, 'twas expensive.

I agree with you, but by posting your disapproval of things others said about their reactions, especially so specific and so many with quotes rather than a general statement struck me as so ironic I couldn't help but reply. I'm constantly trying to change the way people think about the goth stereotype. My aura tends to reflect that positive vibe I try to give off, so I very rarely get negative comments about my "look" no matter what I wear. More often than not, I'm stopped in full goth regalia at grocery stores and told "continue to be yourself, and don't change for others- you're beautiful the way you are." I'd like to run across you at the club, because I've seen pics of you and I can't understand why you would get negative comments. I wonder if I would be able to help you with that.

I've found that I really love Lush shampoos and conditioners. It got rid of my dandruff and I'd been trying to rid myself of that since highschool.

Happily pretending to work. Better here than at home, I likes moneys.

I'd like a large iced chai tea latte. Caribou is the only place that I've gone to in the last 5 times that didn't fork it up and give me the wrong thing or forget my order entirely.

I'm debating going to City this weekend. I'd have to pay for someone, but I thinks it might be worth it. But, I'm supposed to be attempting to save money. (clearly the saving is unsuccessful)

I try, on an ever constant basis to look past alot, but good god a mullet? I really quite rarely actually find someone so unappealing. Most people I just don't even notice. It was pointed out by my sister years ago that I just don't even see most people. I breeze right by them. I've spent much more of my free time complimenting people. I go out of my way to do it. High fives, drilling people about where they shop, or even just telling someone I completely dig on the outfit are my favorite forms of fashionable congradulations. So, my dilemma is that you assume I'm just tracking down the crazy freaks in mullets to giggle at. Nah, and more often I don't notice them, but dang it if Jeff Foxworthy doesn't run through my head when I do notice. I also, would never laugh in front of the person. I wait and laugh later. You're judging me on a simple post about my reactions- I quoted a few specific reactions, but that in no way shape or form would give you a good idea as to my personality. I'm sorry you haven't gotten over being judged in your past, I have and that's why I embrace the positive and spend most of my time giving compliments. It's a message board... Chill.

I might do the kimono again, my mom is in San Francisco, so I was having her look for a nagajuban for me. Dang it I should have asked for geta sandals and cute socks. Why don't I think!

Maybe, sounds fun!

I'm game and can fit a few people in my car. I live in Southfield.

Tip with cookies.

Possibly, Crystal is going and Jen wanted to go, but she's broke, so maybe if I get her cover. I dunno.

Drink beer.

That I can't keep avoiding the elephant in the room. Bah.

Cramps, but otherwise ok. Apparently, todays theme is cheer up my friends. This theme is brought to you by the letter C and the numbers 6 and 13.

Days off are nice. Need to go visit Jen.