The Rod

I'm sitting here wondering why Mike's wondering why...

hmm... 3 months (Se) 2 weeks (Sh) 3 weeks (Je) 6 months (Kr) 2 months (Li) - w/ me cuz of parents 1 1/2 yrs (Sa) 1 week (Er) 2 months (Kr) 8 months (Am) - w/ me 6 months (Cr) 2 months (Al) 3 months (Ca) 1 week (Ta) - w/ me Yeah, I've had my share of relationships. The two letters are abbreviations of names for anonymity reasons. The whole "w/ me" thing is the ones that broke up with me, the others I broke up with. I guess part of that severe lean in that area would have to do with me always wanting to break up with them before they get a chance to break up with me, mainly cuz my ego is quite fragile. Yep, I'm the cocky guy made of glass, the one who needs affection from women to feel like somebody, anybody. I used to not care about the whole long-term idea, but with each passing year that's ending up being what I'm mainly looking for, someone I can really get to know long-term. Fuck being a player, I've been there done that, it gets boring and pointless. I just want a girl that can make me feel warm and loved inside... But sometimes I wonder if that'll ever happen. Here's to hope...

thankee sai

I dunno, the outside world has been foreign to me lately. Who stole my sanity?

heh, but what you women don't know is that us experienced men can read those looks like a book when the guy's trained his eye to notice those things. You don't HAVE to talk about it, you write it all over your face through hidden expressions or obvious ones, you just have too much emotion not to.

I like it very much, thank you. I seem to have much more in common with people on this forum as compared to the other couple I'm part of (including the fact that most everyone lives relatively close), and I suppose that my "posts per day" speaks for that. I'm glad that the person who referred me here did refer me. My favorite alcoholic drink would have to be Jack n Coke (half n half). Aside from that, I like these natural fruit drink/smoothie things I get at Meijer (they're so friggin' good!), and I'm also a big milk fiend. Hey, I'm a growing boy, I need my milk. What's your favorite classification/category of book to read, and why?

Never soon enough..

Thank you! At least someone other than me truly believes that.

so wait, does that mean I'm no longer the newbie? But I haven't even been 'initiated' yet... :-/

omg, that sounds sooooo good... can I please please please have the 'recipe'? I may have to try making something like that tonight. I bet my ex Crystal would love those...

stutters

been there, done that...

well, nobody asked you to DO it.... sorry, corny joke... :doh

me (for better or for worse), cuz that and black is all I ever wear. What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream?

installing and updating all the crap that goes along with getting a new master hard drive. master hard drive... sounds naughty... :innocent

is playing nice

i need t.p. for my bunghole!

heh... I suppose this is as good a time as any to introduce myself. My name is actually Brian, but I have many nicknames. 'B' for one, also Bsmoke, nawtyB (yes, i know it's spelled funky, it's supposed to be)... also Rod, or in its full form, Rod "money shot" Masters, for it was a porn star name given to me on a hungover morning at my friend's house. That was shortened to Rod Masters, and eventually The Rod, or just Rod. Whichever one you choose to refer to me as is fine by me. P.S. If you're nice I just might let you call me "a nice piece of ass". P.P.S. To answer the question already looming in your head: Why yes, I am a cocky bastard. In more ways than one...

Which is exactly why these sort of decisions are always difficult ones to make.

I would have to say yes, but since I'm not in the situation I obviously can't make the decision for you. But you know, if he's repeating this behavior then most likely it will never stop. Sometimes these people turn violent too, and so I wish you luck in that area that he isn't. If you fear this, then just try to break it off either over the phone or such, or do it in a public place. You deserve a friend that will treat you with respect.

ooh that sucks... i feel for ya, i've had one of those before in the past (minus the scrubbing toilet bit).

that thing you call 976 numbers with... ...the only long thin vibrating object legal in Mississippi.

they're the hottest thing since Skidz Pants. Is love a murder or a suicide?

wants to see what's under Der Nister's cloak (but not the head region)

rotting from the inside out...