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Yeah that just makes me downright sick. I've bitched out a few strangers I haven't even known for letting their little kid walk around like a mini-tramp. I could understand boys and girls getting into highschool and starting to care about appearance. Hell, even junior high a bit (with bits of makeup or something, not mini skirts), but all these elementary kids? Come ON! Kids should be kids, not freelance prostitutes.

Telepopmusik - Breathe (I don't put the whole song, I only put the parts I feel) I brought you some something close to me And left with something new I can see through your head You haunt my dreams But theres nothing to do but believe Another day... Just believe Another day... Just breathe I'm used to it by now The music video is even better. It would be worth your while to YouTube it. It's one of those where you don't think it has a point (like a plot or message) until the very end.

YES! Very very good point. While people this does not apply to unless you do regular weight training, I remember in highschool in my WT class there were a group of unusually ditzy girls (PC way of saying "cheerleaders"). One girl, who was RAIL thin started crying because by the time the class was over with she "gained 6 lbs". It took ever fiber of my being not to smack her and everyone one of her friends, but I figured getting suspended over stupid people wasn't worth it so I let it be and said to her, "man, I guess that fat really sneaks up on you, doesn't it" which obviously heightened her hysteria and crying. I know...I'm evil but I REALLY try to be good. I swear. Not only does my evilness slip out sometimes, but hell, in certain cases people deserve it . So like Mike says, if you're in a weight training regimen and I hear you bitch about "gaining weight" do not be surprised if I slap ya one. (I'm kidding..I'd never physically smack anyone on here)

Taking a break from muh homework.

Hellz yes! You're my new movie buddy!

The food of warriors and champions...PANCAKES!

Wait...WHAT? The creatures they found were alive...? I can't read the article quite yet because I'm at work, but damn, that would be freakish.

...do I have to participate in this survey? Because I can go on about DGN probably as much as you could, Troy. For serious.

Oh I know how the self loathing is. The funny part is that it's all in the eye of the beholder too. I'm 155 and since I'm no longer super model skinny like I was a year and a half ago it upsets me. I'll be happy again when I'm back down to my 127-130 range (which is the BARE minimum of what I should be at my 5'9" stature to be considered healthy. Anything under 125 is "underweight"), but until then...I'm not pretty in my mind. My face is okay, I always thought I have a cute face, but not so much in the body department. The point of the above paragraph though is because some people would think I'm crazy for thinking I'm fat. I don't think I'm like massively overweight or anything, but I unarguably have pudge, and I am a no-pudge girl. I refuse to have any sort of flab on me what-so-ever, and if I do, I'm not happy. BUT...what I think is interesting is that girls who are much heavier than I am have much more confidence than I do. I'm not dissing on that, just the contrary, if you're comfortable in your own skin then hey, kudos to you right? Wish we could all be like that. That's how we should all be, considering that we're keeping our weight within a healthy range (i.e. obese people ARE unarguably at risk for MASSIVE health problems. It is virtually impossible to be obese not have it have a negative effect on your body, no matter what you're eating. That is from a medical standpoint, not an opinion) When I was 210 I got the nickname Trenchcoat Jay. Jay at that time because everyone in my friends group considered me to be male and "Trenchcoat" because I WOULD NOT TAKE OFF MY TRENCHCOAT. Period. People would try to pay me to take it off. I wouldn't do it. In my mind, it had a job to do: Cover up my body. I would wear it in HUNDRED DEGREE weather. In my mind I was appalling...but I still had guys hit on me and tell me I was cute and girls tell me I was crazy. It's all in the mind...ya see? Now the sole purpose of my army looking trenchcoat is to bring sexy back (and NOT in hundred degree weather, thank God). Damn...that was a little off topic of the thread, but not of your post (GRG), so I guess it's aight.

*eats Reese's cups* EPIC FAIL. Just thought it was suitable for this thread.

Yeah, Troy! I'll be over next weekend with Raven and three dollar wine. Whatcha makin'? Dude, I have one for you. We're supposed to get a good amount of snow tonight SO do what I do and build igloos. Your neighbors will think you're weird, but fuck 'em. You're never too old for either snow houses or snow peoples.

Naw, that's about right actually (you're slightly shorter than I am). That's not too skinny! Pssshaw, they don't know what they speak of, whomever that is. Keep goin' gurlfrieeend *does ghetto finger snap*!

I'm the same way with the number thing. Like I have a goal weight: 127-130. I know the number and know it well, and off the top of my head I'm like...25 lbs off? I'm gettin' skinny, but not quite there yet. You keep up the good work and I'll keep up mine!

'EY! You gotta remember to put your normal English on when on DGN! *runs!* (I kid...I realize that you guys came first )

Don't weigh yourself more than once every three days or so. Seriously you can have "false" weight results due to things like water content, food in stomach, and POOP! *tee hee*...I said poop. Anyway, back on topic. Uhmm basically I don't ever "diet" for instance. I consider everything a "lifestyle change". Try to take food choices day by day...meal by meal. Never be like "I'm going to eat this this and this." When it comes time to eat just be like "I'm gonna bake this potato instead of frying it". Boom...right there, saved yourself like 300 calories. After that I'll be like "Well real butter is DELICIOUS...but I really should just use this practically no-calorie spray stuff" eliminating another like 200 calories. Get muh drift? Don't worry TOO much about numbers...like I said take every meal as a single battle, not as a big picture (because if you do everything on a grander scale it makes it seem harder and too complex to plan out). If you feel like a sexy-Troy-biotch...well then we'll probably all think ya are too. That's what matters... But I will say that I am hurt about your decision to cancel your membership with the Fat Club (to other DGNers, it's an inside joke between me and Troy). BUT...I have good news...with my recent brokeness I've been playing DDR and obviously not eating SO this summer there will be openings for the very new "Sexy Thin Bitches Club". Wanna join? There's cool laminated membership cards and a free trip to the beach so all the chickies in bikinis can swoon over your newfound abs.

Head Wreck...I <3 you...but wtf is A and E?

I always try to "better" myself through hobbies and stuff since I'm kind of a muse. Piano makes me feel good, writing makes me feel clever, and DDR makes me feel like the last samurai in Metro Detroit. I totally impressed my friend Tim yesterday with my heavy mode ninja-stomp abilities, and I will say that shortly thereafter I was fully convinced that I am Bruce Lee reincarnated, and damnit...it felt good.

Do all sorts a hoodlum shit . Come on, I mean what else would you expect me to suggest? Actually this isn't free per se, but I has a pretty good/goth one that shouldn't be too costly. Find a local coffee shop, grab a book or one to write in, and sit there and you know...do coffee shop stuffs. May also be a good weapon for recruiting new DGN members too, since other gothy/scene peoples tend to hang out in such places.