jcheeka

all this rain and nobody to kiss in it

the rain matches my mood dark and shitty

me to I put out apps all day long and get no phone calls

yesterday sucked

never mind

That yesterday it was really good to talk and really understand what is going on but today I think you shut down on me again

that someone was finally honest with me and explained what he was feeling rather then let it bother him and not talk about it. What he said wasn't what I wanted to here but I cant help thats what he is feeling

im amazed at how one person can be so lost on what they want really is it that hard to decide to just be friends with both of us and see where it goes. Maybe you will be with me maybe you will be with her or maybe you will be with someone else.

Those are so cool thanks for posting. My mom loves her I got to take her to the exhibit they had at the ohio art museum a few years ago.

That movie was so good. I loved hit girl

Taking my daughter and her two friends to meijer at ten at night. Just walking around and laughing was great

That last night was very odd. Some really tall guy came up to me at the bar and sniffed me told me I smelled good and he wanted to take me home because I looked like a fun little toy. I said thanks and ran and hide lol

I had to go for an interview with friend of the court today. Of course they have star wars playing on the tv in the waiting room and I dont like star wars. I go in for the interview and even though my ex and I dont want child support at all the lady said she would put that in the report but they could still order it. Then to top it all off if they order child support I will probably have to pay him. He is going to sign off on it so I dont have to pay but still why cant they just go with what people agree on. Our daughter is going to be well taken care of and we are both putting money into an account for her to use when she wants why do i need the court again. I understand there is a need for them but not for us

so far i havent done anything

they need to make pills for crazy baby mamas so they are less crazy or baby daddy what ever is the case

I hear ya on the covering them before talking to people. I just think its funny that people are that closed minded on things.

That it was kinda nice to hear that someone was jealous that another guy was talking to me. Im really not into making people jealous at all but its still nice to hear.

That i'm never going to find a job. Im love the fact that people cant seem to figure out that although I have tattoos on my arms I can cover them thats what long sleeves are for.

I really want to go but Im not sure if I have the money. You can get some really great art work at that show.

That I feel like such a dumb ass for feeling guilty about having a good time this weekend.

that is beautiful and amazing. I hope whatever you want works out for you

That although he said he wasnt going to move back in with his ex im sure he will. I just hope he has the balls to tell me

I wish my phone would go off and it would be him

That yet another guy left me behind and then texts me when he gets home that he wishes I was with him.

im thinking that i feel so guilty for going out last night and enjoying a friends company. I really miss my ex man and I really dont want this new guy to feel like im using him. Starting to think I am better off being by myself for a really long time