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I wanted to go to that show so badly. Faster Pussycat as Troy has already mentioned is my most recent show.

Cat's in the Cradle, no matter who sings it. It hits too close to home.

I don't really feel like doing Uber tonight but I have to if I want to pay the bills. *sigh*

I shamefully must admit that I don't really pay much attention to the presidential primaries. I only start really listening when the actual candidates have been chosen.

Thanks guys. These all help. I have been on Xanax for nearly 20 years and it helps but I still get really awful attacks every once in a while. They are crazy bad when it happens. Troy has helped me through a few of them but when he's not available is when I really need the help. I have tried to focus on different things, such as an imaginary pond with fish in it and it seems to help but not fully fix the issue. I have not really given meditation a sincere try since there is always music in my head (another health issue altogether). It makes it hard to focus on anything for any real period of time. Not a bad idea kat. The music may help me out. I'll have to try that next time.

Water. Blah.

Tired. Had to get up early and just can't wake up.

I was wondering for the people who have panic attacks, what do you do to help yourself get through them?

I'll do what I can to look into it for you. If anyone else has a lead please let Neo know.

Ooh, the Amber series would be awesome. Mr. Mercedes by Stephen King I'll have to think and post more later.

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My Digibird singing, lol.

Space Oddity - Bowie

I am guilty of wearing just tennis shoes or boots for the most part. I need to start wearing heels again but it's going very slow as to how long I can wear them. But I'm working on it.

Has long blonde hair.

Listen to some good goth music.

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Very nice

Going to eat dinner pretty soon. Nothing exciting, just frozen dinners.

I grew up interested in magick from a very young age. I never had Christianity shoved down my throat as my mom thought it best to find my own belief system for which I am very grateful. I believe that our lives are what we make of them. We can't sit back and expect the universe to give us what we want or even need in life. It's all about what you put into it. I don't really think there is a "meaning" to life but that could change someday. I stick mostly to occult studies, mainly left hand path stuff, but am open to discussion on other things along these lines.

I like to work out with DVDs. I don't have to leave the house and they usually push me enough to want to continue to work out.

I like the paintbrush option for the background. It is a nice touch.

Total opposites, but Macy's and a resale place in Toledo called Savers. Macy's because I am busy running up a credit card I have with them so that will end soon, lol.