phee

I am not sure if that last response was serious enough.... can you seriously restate that?

I seriously just underachieved this from a million years ago, so that people could once again discuss serious topics.

I feel that every day, it gets a little further away from possible.

Concrete black wall that reflects only my breath so sharply. No sound inside me has broken my barrier. This is how it shall be, and what I am. Is it interrupted?

To me... it is about survival.... Hillary may turn out to be a terrible president, and in four years be ousted... we have survived bad presidents before, it sucks but we will live through it. Trump however (And no I am not talking about media and speculation) in his own words makes himself a president that increases the chances of the country falling down and not having a life alert to get back up again (Bush almost got us down that low but we lived through it). Hillary is a politician, she has been in public life for 30 years and no would not be my first choice. But she has withstood about everything the media, other parties, and society has thrown at her and is still standing. Is she corrupt? Is she beholden to others? probably... which makes her as I said a politician. If she has proven anything though is she will pull through. I am sorry that the 3rd parties could only pull up an ignorant dunderhead and an anti-vaccine flower child. Maybe just maybe in 4 years, we will have another choice. But for now... I have to go with what I can live with, that is Hillary.

I am thinking this year has not been kind... I am thinking that I am not handling things well..... I am thinking that my mother is fucking dead.... I am thinking I am on the verge of losing my home for me and my kids and my pets.... I am thinking I am too distracted at work.... I am thinking I need surgery on my face so that I don't suffocate in my sleep.... I am thinking that nothing will change....

Distraction and mutation.

*self snarl*

I feel that there is no answer because we cannot find the question.

For the more club oriented dancefloor stuff..... This list is awesome:

SKINNY PUPPY - ANGER anger thought so no thought touched inside crazy (disembodied guttural noise need not make sense)

Who knows?

working on sunday lucky me