Gauge

waiting for 1 to come. . .

like i have a hangover. . .

like i have my spot on the floor, my hidden box in the closet, and something missing from my heart forever.

"fading away"

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like i always want what i cant have

oddly enough chiropractor helps me. . .takes them down to managable. ive had it since i was 6 and aside from having absolutely no stress in life this is one of the only things that realllly helps. . .

Turn back on the broken heartache Some things are just meant to be I still believe that we got a chance Still believe that we got a chance to be Too much is never enough and Too little is never enough Full speed got me looking out my rear view I can`t go back Chorus: Goin` 100 in a 55 and I don`t know why I`m still alive but I Do what I can but I know I can`t take anymore I still believe in this rock and roll And I pray the music gonna save my soul But till then I still believe some things are just meant to be It's messed up but I got this mission Drunk again wont remember anyway She said it`s just a game boy Don`t be gone don`t be gone for long Ten years I`ve been doing this forever Its all I know baby please don`t turn away I know you don`t believe in me But I do believe in you Chorus Interlude: I`m still falling Away from here Away from here I`m still falling My wings are falling off I can`t go back I`m in too deep Chorus x 2 I still believe Some things are just meant to be

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thinking about braving bc and exploring the bar seen here. . .maybe the zoo? who knows? not me!

the job im about to go interview for. . .and i want it now! or soon anyway

like im being ignored but. . .whatever like thats a new thing. thinking about picking up a pizza, case of beer, and having people over to watch some movies

getting ready for a mini vaca. SH here i come

WoW-ing

my noisy pug snorting right next to my ear. . .oh wait that probably doesnt count does it. . .

like ^ is my fault. . .

so tired. . .zzzzz

that to!

waking up together without an alarm or the rush of life dancing to a car radio in the headlights taking a walk in the mist running through sprinklers getting to wear his clothes cooking together whispers

just because texts hugs when you get home kisses in the morning even when your asleep holding hands driving nowhere in the middle of the night with the windows down and the radio soft hand written notes watching the stars eye contact beauty instead of sexy falling asleep in each others arms srry im a sap

omg so tired. first day yesterday turned into an 8.5 hour shift in 5.5 in. heals. then had to wake up this morning super early for my other job. im so ready for bed zzzzz