TheAbsynthFairy

Obviously does not like to be pissed off...yet sets a verbal reward system for those that succeed in NOT doing it.

I never know what to expect from you anymore. You are an enigma. Whats your favorite song to listen to when you are mad?

That is a good book. You should also try Permanent Midnight or Autobiography of a Face. Both depressing, but clearly worth the read.

has been spying on my personal activities.

Likes to make hidden drug references.

Yeah...she is so full of self pity it kinda sickens me. But I did love that book. She wrote another entitled "More, Now, Again" about her addiction to Ritalin. I didnt finish that one. The book I am reading now is an autobiography entitled "The Burn Book." Its about a 14 year old boy suffering from depression that set himself on fire to kill himself and ended up surviving with burns on over 85% of his body. Its about his recovery etc. I really need to pick up some lighter reading. (ha ha) Especially considering how depressed I have been latley. Any suggestions?

White Noise....I'm in the office

working for the establishment so I can get a paycheck to avoid luxury items....like gas....and.....a roof over my head....and......gas

my words.....and a slice of cheese.

be nice if I would have shared the lyrics huh? Here they are in case your interested: Second Skin: The Gits I've thought about it hell about a million times It takes all my strength just to keep it calm I have to tell myself it's there just to breathe Holding it inside will only help to do me in Each time I close my eyes I see another chain It's one I can't forget something I cannot break out of I need a second skin something to hold me up Can't seem to get out of this hole I've dug myself right back in Just to wake up tells me hell I must be brave It hits me like a drug shot into my vein But it's not as delightful delightful of a pain Immobilizing me almost makes me think I'm dead I need a second skin something to hold me tough Can't do it on my own sometimes I need just a little more help I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me I need a second skin something I cannot break out of I just tell myself girl just let it breathe It's a calmness I'm always searching for But the dirt it gets so heavy It falls above my head seeping from under my feet It just keeps on getting deeper I need a second skin something to hold me up Can't do it on my own sometimes I need just a little more help I've got that chance to give every drop that's left in me I need a second skin something I cannot break free of Though no one ever said it'd be easy still one's left to deny The choice that come between your willingness to survive Though you're knowing what you stand up against A world set to deceive you need a special strength I've got that second skin I've got that chance to give I've got the only way that I know how to live with it I need a second skin something to hold me tough I need a second skin something I cannot break out of

"Second Skin" by THE GITS I need a second skin about now to put up with all the shit I am going through. Whine...piss...moan...blah blah blah

is afraid of circus acts. especially clown ones.

does naughty things with icy hot.

bangs his wheelchair into walls when drunk

is welcome to take him off my hands for a night. ha ha. j/k. I love my DBK