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Welcome BadKitty! I've missed you! With any luck, I'll run into you at The Gathering or another of our many get-togethers. It's been WAY too long!

ALL I can think about is Moe. Being kept from her is like an open wound that will not heal. Knowing she's suffering makes it even more painful. I go through the motions, but it's as if all the color has been drained from my world. It's all I CAN think about. Distractions are fleeting and unfulfilling. I can't wait for this to be over. I want my life back. Sorry for the downer post - it's why I've been quiet for the most part.

It's this one overzealous cop who is trying to connect dots that never should've been connected. It's all suspicion, accusation and innuendo. But they seem determined to push it all the way. They have endless resources. I do not.

Not sure yet. It's basically a running tab. If it goes to trial, it'll be a lot more. Thus far, I'm out about $1K. Plus, they put me on a tether so I can't visit Moe. (True story.) They're charging ME $300/month for it. Any help would be amazing, but my bigger concern is Moe. She has no one. 😞

Absolutely. Trouble is, this is all very expensive. My lawyer is taking payments, but I will run through everything I have very shortly. Right now my focus is on getting the hard no contact lifted so that we can at least talk. That has been the absolute worst part of it.

I miss Moe

Thanks, Tron. All I do is worry about how she is feeling, how she is getting things done (or not). They force me to stay away, despite my hollering that she's still handicapped, still has no help at all. I feel like she's getting the brunt of it, all because they disapprove of our "relationship." Now I have to sit around for another month. SMH.

Feeling FRUSTRATED AND SAD! I had hoped today would be the last one re: my legal troubles. But... everything got delayed by a MONTH! Next big court date: Oct. 2nd. On the upside, we're asking to have the "gag rule" lifted so I can at least talk to my love. I hope it happens.....and soon. <sigh>

If I'm there, you'll know that I had a REALLY great Wednesday! Hope it happens! <fingers crossed>

Any time!

Might be something I can do about that.

My day started better than expected: got a glimpse of my love this morning! Blubbered like a baby. Surprised, glad, overwhelmed.... and couldn't say word one. But it meant the world to me. Also good news re: the details. Can't go into it now, but good things are happening. Next update: a week from today! Many thanks to my supportive friends - you know who you are. <hugs!>

Still worried sick... all I can think about.

That says it all. Cut off from the greatest joy in my life. No way around it. Color me sad. 😞

Got an email that gave me massive stomach acid, knots and stress. Bad stuff on the way. EXPENSIVE bad stuff. All for trying to do my best. 😞 (Intentionally vague. More later.)

Thanks, Tron!

Fruit punch Crystal Light w/ a shot of Fireball. Yum!

About to go renew my CPL!

I'm thinking that I have become WAY too dependent on electronics. Having to do without is both freeing and edifying. I will have serious back-up in place in the future.

My grandfather playing "The Irish Washerwoman" on his harmonica, sometime before 1965. What is your guilty pleasure?

I might be attending another event that just happens to be on the same day. 😞

Hmmm... we're outside KTV Bistro waiting for y'all. 🙂

Damn... I'm SUCH a slacker! I'm a hairy old guy with seven jobs and STILL no money! 😕

As usual, I'll be there, work permitting. A card is always desired, but only when everyone else who wants one gets one. Thanks in advance either way!

Ugly? On what planet? Sheesh... I must really need to get my eyes checked... :D