NocteSpiritus

With the father home (after like 2 weeks between actual hospital and in patient rehab), and work starting next Tuesday, the time I need/could use for my original writings has slipped down to like nothing. Because the father would want help, and work's gonna take up some time during the week, and it could take a minute before I get the writing mood going and hate to lose it when I'm called upon.

Humans crave being touched, and one can be extremely lacking in that regard.

Basically the GFV/HFM's July 4th celebration. July 3-6. "Greenfield Village Entrance gates open at 6 pm for an evening performance of a classic Independence Day Celebration with the Detroit Symphony Orchestra. Tickets are valid only on the date listed; void once scanned. This is an outdoor event and is held rain or shine. We regret there can be no refunds, even in the event of inclement weather, as determined by The Henry Ford in cooperation with local Emergency Services. Please read our severe weather policy before purchasing tickets. Alcoholic beverages are not permitted unless purchased on-site." Is there any interest in doing this? Keep in mind save for Thursdays (being my one day off in the week so far), I will be off work at 6 (unless we're slow) and may not get there until 630. I'm still hoping to get a group of us going just for the museum, village, and factory tour or the Civil War days this weekend. If there is more interest in one than the other, decide now and we all can meet there and use my membership for tickets. Civil War Remembrance Salute to America

Thanks, Bobby. Basically, dad had lung cancer a couple/few years ago, and still smokes to this day (why I have no idea). It was found last year sometime that he's got brain tumors (natural assumption the cancer spread), and he had gone in for gamma radiation; the second round aggravated one of the tumors. His left side (tumors are on the right hemisphere of the brain) has gone numb and useless. Currently he's in an in patient rehab to try and get some use of the arm and leg, and trying to do more stuff to try and get him into hospice (though I've been told today he 'doesn't qualify'). He wants to come home, but with the work schedules between me and my sister, and stuff we wanna do, that'd be unfair to us to leave our jobs to take care of him. And, playing devil's advocate here, in home care could be denied/doesn't qualify as well.

Not looking at dice sets for DnD.

Garage today; after:

Garage, half finished due to the father texting me to come see him. Before:

Something. IDK what. It took me longer to do the garage (which shoulda been done start to finish yesterday if not for the father), because of what happened yesterday. But it's done, organized, and YOU CAN WALK INTO IT (once you open the door). So, maybe a vlog or two to make up for the past couple weeks? Between work and dealing with the father, I barely had time to do my writings (fan fiction and original).

Game of Thrones, season 8.

I should be checking on rent prices on apartments/homes around me not listed on zillow. With what's going on with the father, I have a feeling that I might be moving from the current location within a year or so.

Debating if I should run out for some food before the storm hits.

With the growing number of states passing 'anti abortion' bills, what would the cost be for me to move out of country.

I plan on being there; card if possible please.

Start on reorganizing the garage. Though I don't know how good it'd be since the father's in rehab (for mobility) and there's like no chance of him ever coming home since he'll be going to hospice. The docs and nurses at the hospital and other like people I'm sure at the rehab are in the mind that since there's no one really at home to help him (between my schedule and the mini me's schedule, it's not possible between us). It'll be done tomorrow with a mow of the backyard.

Sleep ... maybe. Writing ... maybe. Sleep now good. I wake early for work.

Lurking here while trying to get my writing mode turned on. So far, unsuccessful.

Tired and debating if I wanna go in and work the few hours (for cleaning). I should since it's hours paid.

Bumping to see if there's any interest any day between this upcoming Sun - Wed.

I got a few days off next week due to the job going dark (hopefully last minute stuff that doesn't concern us workers), and wonder how to kill time. Maybe go to the Musueum/Village.

Happy birthday.

That's an idea; writing it down. It's just getting myself to actually sit and write that. It's a trip just trying to get some of the original fiction work done.

I break down and spill my guts, the flood gates that are springing holes in my eyes won't hold. Part of it is that it's a parent. Another is just ... I don't know. Empathic or just picking up the energies of the sister, mom, and aunt earlier.

How much can I take on for bills with what little pay I've got in the new job. What I can do and how to move forward with my plans, even if it's just for the SPN con in Oct.

Like just shutting down for a while. Things aren't looking good for the father, and it's the usual talk/preparing paperwork. So it'll just be the (hopefully slow and handleable) decent process of budgeting on the behalf of me and the mini me (youngest sister) for bills. Opening day for work has been pushed back, again. And there's so many days/times I'm willing to handle this before I start looking for another job. I wanna hang onto this airport job, but with the lack of progress even with pay, I need a secondary job. I can do uber once I get the car insurance and other paperwork worked out and in my name. So much info I wanna just break down and just spill here, but so much I'm holding back because "no one really wants to hear this".

Debating on if I wanna do some writing (fan fiction or original work), work on this week's vlog, or combine the video clips gained from last week with this week for next week's vlog.