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Pain. Whole heapin' sh¡tload of pain after spending one day not moving around very much. Especially since I layed down from 2 to 10 AM. Shoulda never layed down.

C-Mob "If I Hated The World 2"

Miss my WASR-10/AK-47, it was a poor choice to sell the only gun registered in my name, plus I cant fit my AR in a suitcase lol. Maybe time to convert AR to a folding stock.

Woo that's the spirit, unfortunately our route took us straight south outta Canton Ohio or otherwise ya never know

Cocaieena... I mean sitting here enjoying the last few hours of the ride back home. The NY store was all we had scheduled this week so back to the homestead I go now lol.

Oh yeah the other out of the ordinary item this run was that I returned to work with what they called my "landing strip mohawk" and my beard dyed a pinkish purple color lol.

Party all the time! Cocaine is a helluva drug. LOL

Thank you trivia volunteer! 😄

A few months back i worked thru 2 weeks on a broken foot, continued working with my hand broke back in may befor taking my two weeks off. As soon as i got up from being crushed yesterday, i immediately ripped out the broken one foot long by 5 inch wide piece of shiplap paneling that had stapled itself into my shoulder and started lifting each panel and stacked them all back onto the drywall cart. Then yelled at Bossman on the forklift and said "Ooooooohhh Yeeeeah!!" like that dude Macho Man Randy Savage back in the 80's or 90's whatever it was. Tonight we said "Snap into a Slim Jim, Oooooh Yeahhh!" LMFAO

Dont worry, everything turns out the way its meant to be. Just be at peace and roll with the punches, go with the flow, it is what it is... Is what i always told myself, in reality I constantly worry at least 23 hours out of the day now. Everything happens for a purpose tho, making something positive out of it all is about the best we can hope for. I hope you have something positive materialize out of your troubles my friend. This has been a National Highway Non-Safety Council public service announcement issued: 06/23/2022

Lmao 🤣 haha silly

We do not believe in medical assistance. We have our own field medics. Usually Bossman superglueing my scalp back together (which burns like hellfire) or myself electrical taping up DopeMan's wounds. I was engineered to take this abuse, rather than stay off my legs i stayed up most the day walking it off lol. Just walk it off.

I think i was home 4 - 5 days and all I was convinced of was that she is the most terrifyingly clear cut textbook example of a covert vulnerable narcissist, yet lacks the sufficient IQ points or book smarts to understand what that is (not a dis, only factual statement, we're at opposite ends of the wavelength). Theres only a few unknown factors left I cant solve so I'm flying just as blind as what she is. Don't know where to next

Other side of that rainbow.

We went to Niagara Falls after work this mornin' and there was a sonuvabitchin' rainbow in the mist. Thought y'all would enjoy that. Oh and Star was terminated immediately after the last run of jobs after the hotel informed all parties that she had left baggies, contraband, paraphernalia, and needles in the hotel room she checked out of. We had no idea she was in that deep, kinda disturbing to find out, not surprising also. So no more DopeStar and we are back to a 4 person crew now.

Hurt sore and savagely Injured.

Making "hump day" into "limp day" since earlier this mornin' five 150 pound 5"x9" foot shiplap wood wall panels flipped over off a forklift and I sacrificed myself to minimize the damage. All five of them smashed my ass into the asphalt.

Take my badly injured ass to Niagara Falls, maybe limp around and collapse on the sidewalk, idk but reckon thats where we headed after work here.

Attempting to contemplate reality that's warped beyond all comprehension. Maybe not even reality at all. Reckon I aughta stop before I begin foaming at the mouth.

Wondering wtf to do with my night off work. I'm wondering what to wonder about while I wander about.

Lost, hungry, and in pain but by strange coincidence travelling towards upstate NY near hamburg where I've had a very positive healing experience twice and met my good friend, an older fellow who is a tattoo shop owner. Strange I'd be going to that area right now.

About to hit the road

Feel drained, and just got a call which i found out I'll be here an extra day. We aint goin back on the road til monday now

I feel optimistic and terrified at the same time. Wifey has serious issues in the brain, which is nothing new to me but the more of it that makes it's way into the light the more disturbing it becomes to me. There's no telling how many of her memories are of things that never happened. And being how she is there's no way to correct her and say how something really went, she will argue til hell freezes over that my memory of it is incorrect. It's mostly insignificant random memories of things but as many instances as there's been over the years it makes me really wonder just what's going on inside of her head

Well he said near corporate HQ and Ulta's is in IL near chicago, i ran several Ulta new stores around there when i was foreman at TSS (This Shit Sucks, Toxic Shock Syndrome, Total Store Services) sooo, i expect he was referring to CCI's corporate HQ which is around Grand Haven. But I will be there for 3 consecutive months so maybe somethin can work out ya never know lol.