WhiteLines

Workin overnights robs us of the opportunity to hit clubs and bars and stuff occasionally there's one night free every 10 days or so, but you lucky as hell homegirl. Better take him up on the offer and get it turnt up out there!

Ok back from commercial break... I haven't mentioned it before but ironically about a month or two back Bossman's highly toxic marraige began disintegrating into hellfire and brimstone. If you can imagine how toxic and narcissistic he is then imagine him having a wife with equal amounts of toxicity and narcissism. Well she packed up all his stuff while he was gone and when we came off the road one time she says "GTFO this is my house now" lol. Fast forward to the middle of my WhiteLines Ramadan, i get a call from Bossman talkin' bout schedule, BS'ing about some ulta go-backs he was doing, living in hotels now, then what sounds to me like "went and stayed a couple nights on the beach with a Tranny" he move on so quick I didn't even question what he said til I was off the phone like WTF FR?! When they picked me up I got introduced, it was Trintity who was a high school love of his like 3 decades agooooo. Story goes: she didn't have a date for prom, and some family members approached an even then already very influential Young Bossman if he would do the family a favor and take her. So our hero of the story Teenwolf Bossman asked his then current GF if it was okay for him to fulfill the favor and take this poor girl to prom and she SLAPS him, So he does take TeenTrintityTranny to prom, they fall in looovvve, are an item on and off many years. Someone talkin $h¡† and tellin her lies about him back while he may have been a high profile strongarm for drug dept collections sorta mucked it all up and they lost each other only to find love again several weeks back when now grown up adult agoraphobic shut in Tranninity's sink breaks down and she calls her acquaintance DopeMan for help who dont know alot about sinks but happens to be sitting across from none other than Mr. Bossman and gives him the phone... Bossman: Tranny. Tranny: Uhhm yes. Bossman: Tranny Trintity Titmouse the Third? Tranny: OMG Bossman, is that youuuu? They meet up a sink or washing machine or something gets fixed, Bossman services the rest of her plumbing no doubt 😜 LOL And now here we are. I passed this story down to you, just as it had been passed down to me by my forefathers and actually i sat there the whole time like a piss and vinegar firecracker just politely nodding my head and listening as way buzzed up Bossman chronicled their history for me, which was merely hours after I had discovered evidence of treason and that everything that I've ever thought sounded untruthful back to before 2016 even most likely was all lies and who knows wtf all there is I dont know about, so it made me want to vomit the whole time he was talking. Even tho it was good to see Bossman happy for once, I still wanted to kill him with every cute anecdote that he regaled us with. There you all caught up I think lol *** End Scene ***

UseAnyways mi amigo Tron'alito, I think I owe you the off-season recap to everyones favorite online outlaw construction comedy/drama right? Well as we all know in the season 2 finale, Bossman unexpectedly hired DopeMan's hoochie mamma, DopeStar (Her name is actually Star, and has a big gangsta style cursive face tattoo over her eyebrow, she was formerly working as a plug in the Nashville area... y'all know what a plug is right, I don't need to do a hood slang class do i) DopeStar is from the hood and tho a white chick, she's always dated black dudes before and you can tell she comes from the Hood G. Abrasive, mouthy, unprofessional, literally no awareness of when and how one aughta behave. Let alone DopeMan and DopeStar's presence and our proximity to their turf in Nashville was bringing a large quantity of hardcore contraband in quantities that turnt "ridin' dirty" into "ridin' filthy" so all of these factors drove poor Juan over the edge unfortunately and he quit. Thus changing the lineup to: "Star 'n Da Whiteboy's Tennessee Tri-star O.G. Grande Ol' Opry - Hip Hop Edition" which ran its course for two weeks ending with my hand getting broken by DopeMan and an 8 foot ladder falling on top of it right before i took unprecedented time off work for my Holy Week (the week of my anniversary, daughters birthday, and memorial day)... ******Intermission******

My ol' pill whore WhiteTrash half-sister on Whitey's (my father's) side... She was best friend and would go get high with "Zm4's" (my wife's) mom and so played "matchmaker" with Zm4 leaving her deadbeat junkie husband to date me. Come to think of it none of this sounds like a very good idea now that I see it in writing. Anyhow lesson learned is dont let a woman convince you to pay the cost for her divorce so that she can marry you, because you'll be paying them divorce court costs twice. God you know that sounded bad too, wtf was wrong with me in 2014? I wasn't on this hard of drugs back then, I'm confused how this occurred.

All I can think this morning is that my half sister's luck she's dead already or i would be stopping there first when we roll back "home" kick in her trailer door and show that WhiteTrash b¡†¢h a far more painful death. Or maybe it was my fault for allowing her to set me up. Yeah i guess much of it's my fault, I don't think I'da ever said that 20 years ago but I'm sure Ive grown in that time. If a man gets bit holding a snake, whose fault is it the snake's or the man's?

Yeah i cant believe i didn't mention it because whe i got picked up from zero hour at the homestead that was just the icing on the freakin cake omg. And woop woop, it looks like even 1½ people down, we're going to finish the store a night early. Holla

I think $h¡† has gone crazy tonight, DopeStar started having one of her seizures across from me in the truck during lunch and only me Star and Tranny was in the truck (i reckon i ain't made Tranny's introduction to y'all yet LOL, thats our newest hire I was surprised by. I'll finish that whole chestnut after work) Anyway DopeStar's seizure went one for-freakin'-ever it was nuts, took both me and Tranny to hold her from bashing her skull into the rear door pillar.

I freakin' hate doctors too, and I'm highly opinionated about the whole system being twisted, corrupt, and evil. I tend to my own medical attention, or I permit Bossman to, there been more than one occasion that he's had to superglue my scalp back closed. We had things handled much better 1000 years ago when the medicine man would take care of you and you'd take care of him in return. Of course nowadays we have "street pharmacists" pretty much the modern medicine man LOL

Back to doing 1000% speed work but trying to look awesome as hell doing it, just like every other night i throw spinning impact drills in the air then catch them and start a screw at the same time, ducking under metal fixures, spinning on one foot around corners, anything potentially dangerous that can be pulled off on a jobsite. Its 50% of all I've got to live for. Cheap thrills and adrenaline.

Think thru life I've seen signs and/or felt a strong sense of intuition guiding me to whatever path the universe wants me on. Sometimes the signs and feeling was powerful, other times it was like i was blind to it all but I don't ever remember a time where there were overwhelming signs pointing in multiple directions, it's hella ƒμ¢κ¡и confusing. I felt big BS coming, then things everywhere started suggesting it, then even multiple sources of astrological BS and horoscopes started saying the same. I still haven't an earthly clue which way I'm going yet but I know I'm about to reach all of the points of no return at once in a matter of days or hours. WTF bull$h¡†, I hate change, but I guess its good that I hate where life is right now too.

Your hatred makes you stronger, give in to it and strike me down, LOL. Gotta have a sense of humor about this $h¡† i reckon, I mean if you can laugh a life then what are we livin' for, who the hell wants to be miserable all the time that isn't any kind of life. Oh wait I do know who wants to be miserable all the time... 'n i seen how well that worked for 'um destroyed they're own life and took me down with her. Too bad for her tho, they ain't ever been a motha'fμ¢%¡N' thing that kept me down.

Of course now that I've returned from my time off work in my full death rage workaholic form, now the Bossman is like a Hillbilly Emperor Palpatine. He is most pleased, yes, yes, give in to your hate lol

Damnit now that's the 3rd random comment about the amount of muscular power I'm stealthily hiding inside of a 116 pound body lmao. A hotel maid let me put all my wet clothes down in the hotels big ass industrial dryer this morning right before we checked out because i was hollerin in the hallway lookin to kill the fella that had the only guest laundry dryer tied up from 4:30am to 10:30am, i came back down to get my crap and she was foldin my dang clothes and says "yer a lil feller, i bet you can scrap, ppl like you's alway strong as hell" lol. Then somebody at a grocery store that watched me swing two 20 pound bags of ice from the floor, land them balanced on one shoulder and sprint all the way to the self checkout. And now this. Its not my fault I can chop a 2x4 in half by flicking my tongue at it okay. LMAO, really I call it Rage Work, i harness all my insanity for it. This is the 1st time i stopped long enough to breathe since about 5:00pm yesterday LOL

Yeah its totally a thing, I can deadlift the weight of a Volkswagen with mine. Course that's likely since my teeth aren't what they once was, I use my tongue to chew the majority of my food nowadays LOL

Idk, idfk wtf I'm about to go do but I did break a whole new part when i passed out yesterday and landed my skull on the corner of the desktop in my hotel room and it sounds like it can become fatal that sounds like a challenge, and i do like challenges. Challenge accepted, because I cannot die, I reckon death cant claim what is already dead. Know what ima do now, gon get turnt up before work tonight. Party on Wayne, Party On Garth!

Ouch, whole lotta ouch right now Tronzie

EAnd hey, woo'pee! My 5 day long affliction with extra super shakey tremors has gone away for a spell, of course I'd been awake those 5 days also and I discovered the cure in the form of one of the most evil concoctions in this world, one which I had sworn off of for good. But i needed to escape everything by making a at least one bad lifestyle choice or so, of course i chose one that also causes me to loo loose consciousness

Bout ta head to the hotel, done banged out the 1st store back, and ahead of schedule too. Now i can go back to my room continue with the descent into a dark madness and/or mad darkness, idk it's just to early to tell and I have no earthly idea how I've managed to allow history to repeat again and in a far worse form than I've ever encountered, i did it all so differently, i grew i changed i tried to be an agent of good in the world, i learned from my past mistakes, the movie's not supposed to end like this. The moral of the story is that nothing matters, who wrote this freakin' garbage?! I don't think any of this is funny at all.

I sense from what I know about her she's not even going to bother having it investigated, also that she may have known the culprit. I feel as if she makes somewhat dangerous lifestyle choices, especially since the episode of her narcissist mother turning on her, her BF leaving her as a result and her mother strongarming in to take her daughter away. The poor girls been thru quite a bit. I guess we've all been thru quite a bit, that's why we all should look out for each other and try to do good in the world.

No kidding I'm happy to see people finally getting serious about work ethic again since covid, I see people that are consistently great at their jobs now everywhere I go. Wait, that's the mirror on the dressing room in Tractor Supply I been looking at, $H¡† well I guess the majority of the work force out there is still more stupid than stupid after all LOL

Not believing that i allowed history to repeat itself times one thousand or to the point that I've been having tremors ever since about one hour Before we left my house to go out on the road back on friday

I think y'all are now my only ppl out there to talk to now. My other internet spots gone dead, plus my interweb homie that moderated it had someone break into her trailer beat the $H¡† outta her, tied her up and assaulted her and left her there tied up. I got a message right after i left home, she was pretty bloody and banged up lookin but seemed in good spirit all things considered. Ain't heard from her again since tho, so y'all keep my weird discord pal in your prayers or somethin like that.

Preparing to sink this vessel which somehow has been managing to stay afloat ever since 2014 despite the fact that it is filled with holes. I have become weary of only being able to grasp fleeting moments of peace of mind by deceiving myself with a head full of lies that say "it'll all be okay" "it can still be okay again" and of course the granddaddy of them all "in spite of all the things I've ever known, and all the I've ever felt, and knowing my long track record for condensing vast amounts of details and info on a situation into an accurate "sense" of what has gone on or what's likely to happen next, but still I constantly sold myself on the "all of this doesn't necessarily mean that and/or surely everything's all okay i must just be imagining $h¡†.... Oh no, what if it's all in my imagination. Is this forum imaginary too? Are any of you real?! Am I real? Is. This. Real?! Yup unfortunately it is real and I have known that every step of the way is the most confusing part of it all to me. Here's the treat for anyone that read all the way through this. I just got back from being pulled over driving a shopping cart of groceries with a second unit responding for backup that was wearing full bulletproof tactical body armor LMAO, that really happened!

.Wondering if any of you who saw that picture may have thought it looked convincing enough that I might have gone out and gotten a face tattoo this morning lol.

Possibly what will cause anyone to be scared away is not being able to decide which of us was the one who scared them off lol... At random intervals thru the day innocent bystanders continue getting dragged away in straight jackets with tranquilizer darts in each one of their buttcheeks haha.