WhiteLines

Was a slow process to becoming 100 percent single but my ex-girlfriend still lives in my house... at the end of the month i am giving her the apartment, my car, and most of the rest of what i own. She has a kid so it seems logical to give all that crap to her and her son... i dont have any use for houses and cars and junk anyhow... i can live anywhere, and off of just about anything. To hell with it.

feel like crap. one and a half more days to go.

Old tricks are the best tricks.

Totakeke - pull the plug

Merzbow

I feel like its gonna be a long next two days of feeling like crap.

Rx withdraw symptoms-ish

i wish i could be put into a coma for the next two and a half days. Quick, somebody slip some tranquilizers into my coffee! Please.

I don't think that the current system of government, society, and ecomony is anything at all what the founding fathers had in mind... and our world today is so vastly different from theirs that they probably could not begin to imagine it turning out like this. The founding fathers had some swell ideas but over the years this system has grown ever larger, more perverted, and more deeply rooted... I reckon that the majority of people out there nowadays could not possibly imagine living any other way. I would like nothing more than to live an idealized existance without massive governments and corporations, to live in small tribal co-operatives, and to have real freedom... but i feel that not even a citizen uprising could bring down the beast that has been born from capitalism. Capitalism has become massive and corrupt... and for many people, it is all that they know and thats a hard thing to break away from. And the world itself has gotten larger as well. Nowadays you have a single city with damn near the population of the original 13 colonies packed into it and then some... Anarchy, co-ops, and tribal lifestyle do work well on a small scale... but today we don't have small scale, we have a population out of control. And with such a large dense population ,if there was not one large pervasive system binding them together it would become chaos... opposing ideas would clash together, many of those who grew up in a greedy capitalist system would not be able to let go of their greed, petty differences would lead to open conflict, etc... I fear that the only way we could get back to a utopian tribal existance would be in the aftermath of a planetary catastrophe, in which the population had been set back enough that peaceful semi-anarchist tribes could prosper. Capitalism and government have grown massive and it will be no easy task to do away with them... through uprising alone it would take more than a generation to bring the system down. Greed-heads and profiteers will continue to attempt to rebuild the system that gave them wealth and power... and still others may take advantage of the power vacuum and become greedy and powerful for the first time of their lives. In a world so large with so many different ideologies a revolution would be no easy task. Things will never again be like they were for our ancestors but it isn't impossible for our decendants to live a more utopian life... it certainly won't happen overnight though. Viva la revolution.

Oooh, i'm looking forward to moving to a place so deep in the country that people will threaten to murder me just for listening to industrial music... way down in the mountains where they hate people who are black or just people who wear all black clothing... gosh they really have some issues with the color black down there. Well, i been gone for 10 years so hopefully nobody will recognize me. Ho-rah west virginia! i wonder how long it will take before the first time someone throws a beer bottle out their truck window at me again. Such warm memories of my hometown...

Empusae - undead soil

solitude

harsh generation - Grendel

I wish the pneumatic detach cd i ordered would show up already. i hate waiting on stuff in the mail.

under-medicated.

Wow, coffee house is open for business again?! I hope theres no more visits from the health inspectors.

I think that I crash entirely too much.

No, the Russians could not have done it... This could only be the work of terrorist extremists.

There was just a multiple murder machete slaughter and decapitation in a crackhouse several blocks away from where i live... i think there are too many insane people out there wandering around. Damned crackheads.

A: Sasquatch Q: What the heck are you looking at?

accomplished... i have damned near everything i own packed in boxes and all stuffed into one corner of my living room. I feel just about ready to get outta here.

Me thinks i be moving south for the winter and not returning to port huron ever again... maybe i'll return to michigan to live in detroit.

I need coffee slipped into my meh... caffeinated meh.

I'm going to go live in a cave in the mountains... wtf

A: No, I don't go out in public. Q: If you were a tree, what kind of tree would you be?