torn asunder

still tired, but overall feeling a bit more positive.

i think someone just did!!

eh, lighten up, people...

So? What's the story? Fill the rest of us in!!

i'm in royal oak now, will def. be there!

this, except to add drinking. for some reason, if i allow myself to get drunk & wallow a few nights in a row, i start to feel better. of course, this last time, it was well over two weeks & i'm still not feeling great, but better...

thinking about it!?

mm-hmmm...

she doesn't have her own internet right now, afaik...

i'm thinking, i really don't feel like lifting tonight, i'd rather catch up up all the sleep i missed in the last week... i'm also thinking that if i don't work out tonight, i'm gonna continue to be a fat-ass with no muscles... i really want to go to bed right now... i really don't want to be a flabby, jiggly, wuss-boy... decisions, decisions...

sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.....

happy b-day!

i don't need one - what, am i gonna leave them the mortgage to my house!? wouldn't that be nice of me!!

clarity... direction... oh - and a new set of footpegs for the bike!

going over a few things in my head & feeling like i missed something somewhere. hmm...

getting ready to go see the *other* fireworks, alone again. it's funny - i don't really want to, but i feel like i need to...

fail... no fireworks tonight - just a tiny bit sadder now. guess i'll go see if i can run into some people i might know somewhere...

i'm about to go watch the fireworks alone again. part of me always looks forward to it, yet at times, it makes me incredibly saddue to the nature of the "tradition"... *sigh*

a crush, long past.

i probably shouldn't say, as it's a bit naughty... fun! but naughty...

good about changing up my lifting/workout routine, even though it feels like a step backward, weight-wise. hopeful about possibilities with the house issue. looking forward to celebrating an ex's b-day tonight with her & her friends. excited for another road trip saturday, and another b-day celebration!

let me know when you're back, i'll buy ya a beer or something...

a little relieved at the talk i had with the realtors. hopeful to see what develops... looking forward to a road trip tomorrow!

cut the grass - man, i dislike cutting the grass...

i'm feeling like i miss certain people more than i should, but that's just a day in the life...