torn asunder

it's down, then across...

quite serious!

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i'm thinking that you have no idea, whatsoever...

soon to be eating homemade chili...

lift, then run, then go out to eat, cuz i haven't been to the store in well over a month...

coffee & beta-alanine - i need to workout...

Your Defense Mechanism is Isolation When life gets to be too much to handle, you just withdraw. You rather not deal with things. You tend to be a very isolated person. You want to connect to others, but you don't know where to start. The problem with withdrawing from the world is that it's hard to reintegrate yourself when you're ready. Instead of pulling back when you have problems, it would be better for you to reach out. What's Your Defense Mechanism? no, really!?

disagree... and i feel like i'm learning to make peace with a recent decision, though it makes me very sad.

here's another one...

i'm thinking that, no matter how hard i've tried to be a good person, i've brought far more pain than pleasure to the people who have entered my life...

following your love would rfequire finding love in the first place. yeah, right...

unsuccessfully...

sad, confused as to what it is i do to make things the way they are & wondering how i am ever going to learn to change them... & wondering if it's even worth it to try.

HA! i totally forgot to post here! night started out a bit slow, i almost decided to go home early but i finally ran into stormknight. we hung out for a bit, and eventually he pointed out a few others. over the course of the night, i met/talked to spook, taysteewonderbunny, ice queen, prick, xillatoxic, mean salley, dark metallion, and saw rambo & saechlyn. (i think that was it!? did i miss anyone?) spent most of the night hanging out & talking with ice queen, as she mentioned. (btw, i had a great time "keeping an eye" on you! and, were you drunk? i had *no* idea!! ) overall, turned out to be one of the better nights i've had at cc - will have to come back out soon! hopefully, we can get more dgn'ers out next time!

still tired, but overall feeling a bit more positive.

i think someone just did!!

eh, lighten up, people...

So? What's the story? Fill the rest of us in!!

i'm in royal oak now, will def. be there!

this, except to add drinking. for some reason, if i allow myself to get drunk & wallow a few nights in a row, i start to feel better. of course, this last time, it was well over two weeks & i'm still not feeling great, but better...

thinking about it!?

mm-hmmm...

she doesn't have her own internet right now, afaik...