torn asunder

fyi - a few posts have been deleted for rules violation, or quotation of said post.

yeah... sore...

physically exhausted - worked out yesterday, not remembering i had to haul two truckloads of firewood today. wouldn't have been a problem if it had been all cut and split; it wasn't, because i got a great deal on uncut wood. problem with that, is the fact that along with the smaller uncut sections, there were maybe 25-30 logs, each likely weighing between 100-200 lbs each. not only that, but i couldn't get the truck back to the wood pile, so i had to carry each one maybe 40 ft. to get them back there. i haven't even cut any for a fire tonight yet! i'm gonna be so sore tomorrow! oh, well, i guess it's good exercise, right!?

tired... constantly tired, even when i'm feeling good/upbeat/excited.

here's something i bet you wouldn't expect to see - i might actually have to buy larger pants soon. i'm losing fat, but my legs/calves/glutes are really gaining a lot of muscle, and now all my pants are tight! a little looser at the waist, but tighter in the thighs, ass & calves! (i wear boot-cut jeans, and my calves are tight!? wow!) anyway, i'm down maybe 5 lbs, and the creatine supp. i've been taking helps muscle retain up to 5lbs of water, on average, so i might actually be down almost 10lbs!? eh, still flabby round the middle, though - back to work!!

frustrated and achy. house hasn't been above about 60deg in the last three days, and trying to sleep when it's that cold, even under tons of blankets, just isn't working. i'm sore all over, from being tense all night trying to keep warm. oh, and the whole not-sleeping-well-because-i'm-frozen thing isn't helping at all...

... and free doritios!!!

either the theme from dr. who, or the theme from (or maybe the rapper or

duncan's a pussified, little sissy-boy! the kurgan would've taken him in a second! and who bested the kurgan?? that's right... The Highlander!! which brings me to this... how would you feel towards being single, if you were the highlander/an immortal?

There can be only one!!!

yeah, that shit rulez, doesn't it!? i have to take twice the recommended dose, though, else it doesn't seem to affect me. be sure to drink a lot of water with it, though, as it seems to pull water from your system to loosen things up, and if you're not hydrated enough, it won't do anything...

debate with him what exactly that means!?

so i never figured out - is this a "damnit, i'm single" - or a "WooHoo, i'm single" thread? btw, still single. actually kinda diggin it!

practice bass playing

getting ready for bed, and pondering just exactly who and where she is, so i can explore the concept through lucid dreaming, to see if i can realize an answer. though honestly, i doubt it. of course, stranger things have happened...!?

slightly inebriated, a bit disappointed, and quite hopeful, based on certain information garnered from a wise soul...

thanks, ohee, but that doesn't answer my question!

speaking of couples we never see anymore, anyone heard from lily & tydeus? (i think that's how they're spelled...)

honestly, maybe a few yoga poses - i'm not well-versed enough to recommend any, but some of them can be very relaxing and may release the extra tension you're holding...

workin out again! *flexes*

nah - you're in BC now, so it doesn't count!!

i'm fairly sure it was just pre-emptive... we have had issues in the past with rudeness towards larger people however...