i feel mildly disappointed again. i say mildly, because i've really grown to expect it, and when you expect it, it's not quite so much of a let-down, but still disappointing nonetheless...
i feel like, while i'm withdrawn inside my body, an actor has taken over for me, and is behaving in ways i might normally not. it feels like i'm just hanging out inside, watching him.
it's a bit disconcerting...