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torn asunder

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  1. arguing with myself about staying in tonight. i haven't wanted to go out at all, but every time i hurt, i want to, and i've had a tension headache from hell today that meds aren't helping with. i don't know what to do, and it sucks...
  2. no women!? why go anywhere then? i can sit in my house and have "no women" around...
  3. although, i'm too picky for fwb, and people don't like me enough to be companionable, so...
  4. sad that one of my last connections to people has become hindered. i'm not sure why i come here anymore...
  5. well, once you accept that you'll be alone forever, you won't have to listen to that stupid clock anymore... trust me, i know...
  6. what do i want? peace of mind... when do i want it? sometime before i die...
  7. happiness, like love, is a farce... a figment of an overactive imagination, for one who belives that life is mean to be lived in a pleasant atmosphere. i can't follow these comments anymore. if you'd like to talk with me, please try a pm, otherwise, i'm liable to give up, because i'm a lazy fuck. why are you writing to me, anyway? why pursue such a negative conversation? i'm gl

  8. there is no glad - there is only failed attempts at flight, and the pain of crash landings. she's moved on, and i'm happy for her, but i feel like a total waste of life. i meant nothing, and it's becoming apparent. thanks for the message. maybe one day i'll see it in a positive light, but i doubt it... it was sweet of you, anyway...

  9. i feel like a fool, like i'm just a blip on the radar, and that i'm easily forgotten. i feel like love is for suckers. i hurt, and i don't know how to prevent that from happening again. i want to disappear. i need a drink or twelve.
  10. fuck gps! spyin' bastards!! :X
  11. i had to do the same with my lil girl kitty a few years ago, same thing - cancer. i'm sorry - i know just how hard it is...
  12. A winters day In a deep and dark december; I am alone, Gazing from my window to the streets below On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow. I am a rock, I am an island. Ive built walls, A fortress deep and mighty, That none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain. Its laughter and its loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island. Dont talk of love, Well Ive heard the words before; Its sleeping in my memory. I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. If I never loved I never would have cried. I am a rock, I am an island. I have my books And my poetry to protect me; I am shielded in my armor, Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. I touch no one and no one touches me. I am a rock, I am an island... And a rock feels no pain; And an island never cries.
  13. exactly! my ideal too, but all but impossible to find...
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