torn asunder

in the "fuck snow" thread... :laughing

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ummm... freudian slip!?!? lol :laughing

drinking before heading out to the bar, where i will drink more, and hopefully not make too much of an ass out of myself, dancing with corsetted, fishnetted, 'uber'-hawtties!! :blink :erm :fear :whistling

:woot: BWAAAHAahahahahahaahaahaa :laughing

info here...

damnit, and i thought this thread was about astronomy :doh sirius-ly...

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i want things to go exactly how i hope they do tonight at the club... if they do, i'll have to call off work tomorrow! :devil

trying to decide if i give a shit about anything...

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to understand why i'm so dissatisfied...

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wishing i was in a stranger's arms... *sigh* =(

for my latest explicit dream to become reality... :devil :fear :whistling

sorry, just struck me funny... :laughing

african, or european!? :laughing

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just got home from city club, ( damn, i dislike that late-night drive back to k'zoo!)and since there's no aftermath thread yet, i thought i'd post here! getting ready to get some sleep now... :sleeping

it's a toss-up right now between bren coming into town, and another online friend coming in from AZ...still waiting to hear plans, then i'll know. so many of you gonna be there, i'd hate to miss meeting/seeing everyone... =(

memory is great, but one does not have to be controlled by memories. memories make us who we are, but they don't have to control us. memories are nothing more than our interpretation of the past, and as such, can be fallible... of course, we remember what we will, but that doesn't mean it's the absolute truth. no matter the past, we can choose any future we want - and that was my point... the past doesn't have to control the future - you stated that if i don';t remember you pissing me off, it didn't happen; well for me, if i don';t remember it, then it didn't... in fact, without corroberation, a person would be hard-pressed to prove anything in their life happened. if you lived your life alone, outside of society, and were asked what you did the previous dayh, you could gtell someone, but how coulod you say for sure!? was it yesterday, or the day before!? did the events actually happen!? prove it... reality is relative... somehow, i feel like i've digressed... :fear

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