torn asunder

hello again! you're right, it's been a long time, welcome back!

might try doing only one thing at a time, rather than fixing all of it. if you're not sleeping well, you won't be able to physically recover from exercise. maybe put that on the shelf for a bit? also, make sure you're eating enough - you can't lose weight in a healthy way by starving. a 6-ft tall guy near 40 that weighs 200# requires 2000 cal/day to maintain. not eating enough will fuck with your sleep too, because it messes up production of hormones, including those that help you sleep.

i'm still accessing through a laptop exclusively. one of the few, right?

talented, charismatic, naive and shy...

i like it troy! reminds me of one i did a while back.

Thanks for all the hard work Tron!

agreed, nice pics, but not on topic. thread is "pictures of you".

"They're lining up the prisoners and the guards are taking aim; I struggled with some demons, they were middle-class & tame I didn't know I had permission to murder and to maim. You want it darker..."

can't believe no one posted this...

When you stop allowing her to do so...

Thanks for the info! glad to see posts about events going up again. Wish I could check it out, but I'm a bit out of town. Hope it goes well!

yep, been there...

It's likely external, a fear of negative judgement from people you know. Or, it could be internal expectations/attachment to a certain outcome. Remember, there are no mistakes, only results that we then deem either "good" or "bad"...

apparently at this point, nothing does?

listening to this...