torn asunder

i want to see how this turns out - he said he was a guest in the house, i bet someone just got pissed off at him & set him up...

wrong kind of cold...

crawl in to that cold, empty place i call bed...

damn, sounds like fun - i'll probably never be able to check it out, though...

i'd help if i were gonna be there... sorry.

trying my best to hold onto a positive outlook despite letdown.

1) i'm very particular, 2) everyone i end up interested in is spoken for, 3) it's obviously my karma to be single. not that hard to understand, really...

failing to get financing, hence making me unable to bid on the new place i really wanted... *sigh*

well, that'll teach me to be positive about anything...

nothing... can't think of anything i really care to do before i'm gone... does anyone care about anything, really?

north of you a bit - between lake huron & georgian bay... here...

greetings, good to have you here! ever been to grey-bruce? looks like a great area, i want to ride over there in the spring. beautiful country!

conflicted...

if it's not pumpkins, it'll be something else - no reason to change the tradition, imo... it drives me nuts that people can be that stupid though...

sounds like him! i'll try to remember that! i just remember seeing the gas mask around his neck...

well, i'm glad i got a room, there's no way i could have driven back to k'zoo last night. it was really good to see so many dgn'ers, but for some reason it ended up being a rather anticlimactic night for me. i originally thought i was in a pretty good, talkative mood, but at some point that changed. such is life, i suppose... let's see if i can recall everyone i saw/talked to: met/spoke with: raev, spook, twb, cherny, pest, roman, troy, hunhee, phee, stormknight, tzura, nightgaunt, prick, eevee, slogo, neinna, "beanternal", fin, blackjack, gothkytten (i think? out by the door), and dark racer... saw, but didn't speak with: rambo, dark metallion, xillatoxic (i think), eleven (i think), LOS (i think), littlemissluckycunt, fidget/ripley, that-guy-with-the-gas-mask-who's-name-i-never-remember, stymie (big -hawk, right?), dbk, and a cute girl who said i reminded her of her uncle (natas-something? said she'd be joining soon!) and yet again, i've managed to *not* meet or see onyx!? anyway, standing door-duty from 1-2:30am seemed to fit the mood i fell into by the end of the night pretty well, as i didn't really see anyone, beyond the few dgn'ers who stopped out to keep me company. overall, a decent night, although as i said, a little anticlimactic. wish i'd been feeling a bit more outgoing. thanks to everyone who came out!

tired, and a little disappointed...

...

agreed, but loving someone and holding a torch for someone are two different things... as i said, it changes to a different kind of love.

of course, it *does* change form a bit, and it *can* go away, but it doesn't necessarily have to.

i've said it myself, and have honestly meant it. echoing pomba & meg, just because one decides it's best to move on, that doesn't mean the love that was there is going to just go away.

slightly excited, yet mildly uneasy - made hotel reservations today, so i'm def. gonna be at the dgn event saturday night!

still single, but things are looking up a bit!

but what if they're figments of their imagination?